Speechless

Have you ever felt like you are just going through the motions.  The world is swirling around you and you literally have nothing to say? Have nothing to feel? You are just ... Here.

That is how 2025 is feeling for me right now. It has been almost 3 months and I am slightly... slowly... kinda sorta feeling a bit of clarity. 

Kinda like I am getting my voice back. 

I still don't know what to say but I am having the urge to say something. It is soo confusing. I try to turn on my camera on my phone and talk into the ether... But then ... I am lost for what to say. (Is that proper grammar??🤔🤔🤔)

So what better thing to say than ... I don't know what to say. I am speechless.