Monday, February 28, 2011

How to get a girl

This video has made me look at the guys in the past and the guys I have gotten close to and the guys that I dont even try to get to know. Most of them comment on my looks or my shape, and in my mind I automatically close them off as prospects or even close friends. However if the guy is just outrageously fine and smooth (like James Bond) I would let them pass when tellin me how sexy I look.

But for all the dudes out there this video is soo true. Take the points in and try it out.



OXXO

Mayeshah!!!

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Be Happy

and please take care and always do what is best for you
put yourself first and be happy
life is too short
ich liebe aught

I tell people this and people tell me this but when you are in a frame of mind where you are not completely happy. But when one of my close friends from Providence  told me that it made me think about my situation and I am certain that it is not the position I would like to stay in for a long time.

I see people working in the position for years but I am not strong enough to do this for long. So sending out to everyone a comment my said:

always do what is best for you
put yourself first and be happy
life is too short

OXXO

Mayeshah!!!

Can this be real please!!

Please I beg for someone to mass produce this baby!! I would love to own one of this. Everyone petition for this to be mass produced and for cheap!!! (hehehe)

OXXO

Mayeshah

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

RC Drifting

After watching Tokyo Drift I have grown to love watchin Drifting and now seeing it in RC form it is just sick!!!




OXXO

Mayeshah!!!

Seen some! Must. See. The. Rest!!!

I must admit I am a manga fan but unless it is something that i have direct access to I will slack off. So when it came to manga movies, OMG. I would watch these for hours. So out of this list I have seen:
Spirited Away
Ponyo


Now for you Denzel Washington fans who probably have watched all of these movies, I havent so this is some movies that I wanna watch along with some I have already seen.
Pic



OXXO

Mayeshaha!!!

secure yourself

Pic

this just reminded me of my interviews

Which one are you


Some things to think about

I came across this and just had to share it with the outer blogesphere and the rest of the internet obsessed world.



The part that probably hit home for me was dont look back at the past because they are what are crippling your future and dont have regrets because it is a waste of time.

 
OXXO

Mayshah!!!

Saturday, February 5, 2011

3 weeks

Well today (5th Feb,2010) makes it 3 weeks I am working. And last night I stabbed myself with a pen.










Everyone said it is alot of work and I accepted the lots of work but when the supervisor is stressing a point that you cannot get away from and then a guest totally cusses you out I just wanted to seriously quit. But no that would get me no where.

Today started pretty good at that but then after I had a conversation with the F&B manager I got cussed out by the Supervisor. When I was in the conversation I saw a few guest arrive and sat at the bar and I was like "oh some of the guest are here" and his response was "the others can see you talking to me so they will help the guest."  So when I went inside after the conversation, the supervisor started on me telling me I still have to do my tasks before service time. I told her the the F&B manager was talkin to me and she continued "if he comes in here and the task isnt done he will be upset". Basically killing my excuse. :( So I feel like I am inbetween a true tug of war.


I dunno I dont wanna give up. The F&B manager doesnt want me to give up, the GM doesnt want me to give up (he never said it in so many words). But I know that when I get really nervous or upset I start to take it out on myself or begin to cry.

I know I am weak and that is one of the main reasons that I decided to work instead of doing my main objective first. If I gain all the experience necessary and all the SOPs (Standards of Procedures) which no one is giving me straight up, I have to pick up over time.

I dunno maybe I would rather someone treating me like I am slightly ADHD than someone getting upset with me on a regular basis.

Friday, February 4, 2011

Lykke Li and Rick Ross



                                               

OXXO

Mayeshah!!!

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Lyicist Brotha!!

It is so bad for me to say that Music Videos like these have made me what to have a brotha, whether black or white, like this. Damn!!! This one just crushes me!!



Then this guy just makes me wanna go to NY and party for an entire weekend!!!



OHHH and dont talk about MUSIQ!!!



I have always been attracted to guys who have a way with words. Like Montell Jordan, Musiq, KEM, Keith Sweat, Joe and other guys like that. And I have always been envious of Ladies who are more likely to get guys like that. Like India Irie, Erykah Badu, Nakia Henry,Jill Scott, and other gals like them.

There was a time I was on the subway in NY and there was a guy that was soo fine and if I wasnt underaged and wasnt leaving a few days later I most def would have went out with him.

Maybe that is why I love going to the poetry nights that are on the second and fourth Tuesday of the month. MANNN I wish I could go but I gotta work :(

Shoot if you are interested in going (if you are in Antigua or when you visit) you can check out their fb page

Well I gonna continue lookin through my blogs.

OXXO

Mayeshah!!!