Friday, December 25, 2009

Kick-ass !!!!

Merry Christmas all I have been enjoying the ending of Christmas yay!!!!!

Well I am now watching a while ton of videos and I will put these up before I put up the New Years Eve Pics.

This movie looks too cute and ....no not cute.. "kick ass" that I couldnt not blog about it!!! This is the trailer that I saw FIRST!!!



Then came this one which was like WOOOOWWW!!!
(you were suppose to click the word This)

Then the one that ties in both of them above is the one one the website:


OXXO

Mayeshah!!!

Monday, December 21, 2009

I've Learned

Hey one of my BFFs sent me to a blog called THYLACINE's LAIR | A PLACE FOR REFRESHING ONESELF and he had this poem up and it was like crazy true and I know that some of the things that is stated I do not do and I do feel bad about it on a regular basis. :( But I hope you enjoy it as much as I did:


I've Learned

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone who can be loved.
The rest is up to them.
I've learned that no matter how much I care,
some people just don't care back.
And it's not the end of the world.
I've learned that it takes years to build up trust,
and only seconds to destroy it.
I've learned that it's not what you have in your life,
but who you have in your life that counts.
I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes.
After that, you'd better know something.

I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself
to the best others can do,
but to the best you can do.
I've learned that it's not what happens to people,
It's what they do about it.
I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it,
there are always two sides.
I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them.
I've learned that you can keep going
long after you think you can't.

I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done
When it needs to be done
regardless of the consequences.
I've learned that there are people who love you dearly,
but just don't know how to show it.
I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry,
but that doesn't five me the right to be cruel.
I've learned that true friendship continues to grow even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.
I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that no matter how good a friend is,
they're going to hurt you every once in a while
and you must forgive them for that.
I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken,
the world doesn't stop for your grief.
I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are,
but we are responsible for who we become.
I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean that they don't love each other.
And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.

I've learned that sometimes you have to put the individual
ahead of their actions.
I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing
and see something totally different.
I've learned that no matter the consequences,
those who are honest with themselves get farther in life.
I've learned taht your life can be changed in a matter of hours
by people who don't even know you.
I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give,
when a friend cries out to you,
you will find the strength to help.

I've learned that writing,
as well as talking,
can ease emotional pains.
I've learned that the people you care most about in life
are taken from you too soon.
I've learned that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice
and not hurting people's feelings and standing up for what you believe.
I've learned to love
and be loved.
I've learned...



Omer B. Washington

OXXO

Mayeshah

Sunday, December 13, 2009

It's Oh So Quiet

I have been listening to Bjork for the entire weekend and I love her soo much. For those of you who dont know her (for shame lol) here is the Wiki on her:

Björk Guðmundsdóttir Bjork guthmundsdottir.ogg [ˈpjœr̥k ˈkvʏðmʏntsˌtoʊhtɪr] (help·info) (born 21 November 1965) is an Icelandic singer-songwriter, composer, actress and music producer, whose work includes seven solo albums and two film soundtracks.

She is best known for her expressive vocals, broad soprano vocal range, and a diverse and eclectic musical style, which incorporates influences from many different genres,[1] including pop, alternative rock, jazz, ambient, electronic, classical, folk and trip hop, as well as her eccentric costumes and music videos. Her singles "It's Oh So Quiet", "Army of Me" and "Hyperballad" all charted in the UK Top 10.

Her record label, One Little Indian, reported in 2003 that she had sold more than 15 million albums worldwide.[2] She has been nominated for 13 Grammy Awards, an Academy Award and two Golden Globe Awards (including one for acting). For her performance in Dancer in the Dark, Björk won the Best Actress Award at the 2000 Cannes Film Festival.[3] She was ranked #36 on VH1's "The 100 Greatest Women in Rock and Roll"[4] and #8 on MTV's "22 Greatest Voices in Music"[5]. Her most recent album, Volta, was released worldwide on 8 May 2007.



There is a song that I have always loved by her "It's Oh So Quiet" but I just noticed that it is a remake of the original. Now I love Bjork and her soft and soothing voice but the original chick, Betty Hutton, has a voice of butta (my way of saying "BUTTER") Tell me what you think of both of them I love the song all around.

Bjork
(couldnt get it embed in :( but here is the link :D)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F5ndoBdm0yY

Betty Hutton


Oh and some more of Bjork, that I enjoyed :D








OXXO

Mayeshah!!!

Monday, December 7, 2009

Now some Random Vids

Here are some random vids that I found amusing!!!







OHHHHHH YOU HAVE TO SEE THIS MOVIE IF NOT I WILL HAVE TO KICK YOU IT IS SOOO CUTE!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1vupEpNjCuY

Now see this video is just soo cool!!! hope you enjoy as much as I did!!





OXXO

Mayeshah!!!

Nightmare on Elm Street

I am not one for horror movies but this is more suspense than horror well I guess it is horror but who gives a fart.



It looks really good I didnt even feel scared when watching it!!! NIIICCCEEE and Freddie actually looks like a burn victim rather than someone who put on a messed up face mask!!!

OXXO

Mayeshah!!

New moon mocking 1



OXXO

Mayeshah

Teehee.. Carousel and 50 Cent

Hey yall,

This is a funny ass video here. I had to rewind it with Regina but dang FUNNYYY!!! teehee!!!



This one reminded me of how much I love stuff like this. It is just well put together and everything is there. Just all frozen!!



And I love how 50 incorporated it in his video.

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OXXO

Mayeshah

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Lost like Maggie!!

I am lost... I finally saw the movie Runaway Bride and it made me look at myself a lil harder. Gosh.. I am Lost. I was having lunch with some of my friends from Freshman year and they were saying that they HATE when people count calories. I never used to do it so before this academic year started that statement would never apply to me. But last night when I went to the supermarket to get my recipes for my macaroni pie my roommate was saying that she always calorie count. Not only the calories but the fat calories as well. This is where I notice that I am lost. I want to fit into both situations but I cant. :(

I know I am suppose to be my own person and all but it is hard to do that when I am used to making other people like me. When I be my own person I hate more people more and more everyday. So I learn to be diverse. Just like Maggie in Runaway Bride I havent found myself yet, I just roll with the motion and pick up interests from other people. It is harsh.

Oh and I have come to terms with the fact that I am a pussi. I hate sarcasm, I dislike when people use harsh sarcasm with me, and hell my psych professor said anyone who base their personality on sarcasm is a sick and twisted person. It hurts man. It really really hurts sometimes. I dont mind when it is lil things but when you are making fun of something that I never done before It effing hurts. :(

I tell people that I know I am lame like that for being a pussi but after learning the true meaning of sarcasm (comes from the Latin sacar which means to tear flesh) I have noticed that my life would be better without sarcasm. But nooo I wont tell anyone because I dont want anyone to change because of me. I rather make them stay how they are because some of these actual people I will never ever see again. Those that I will see again I will either learn to wear a word-proof overall and get over it or just tell them about it when it really hurts.

It also funny that people dont know what I am thinking because they would know that sometimes I would just want to hold them by the neck and stab them in the gut. Ok I am over. I just hope that I get found soon.

OXXO

Mayeshah!!

My trip to NC

Hey yall,

I went to North Carolina for Thanksgiving to visit my friend, D. Before I even went I was wondering if it was a good idea that I went. I am normally the type of person who after I leave them I tend to lose contact with them. I know, I know it is bad but as I learnt in class "Absence makes the heart grow dimmer". It is not my fault. So I spent my 22 hrs on the bus on the way down meeting some really interesting characters on the way. Such as Ashley and her husband who were expecting a baby next year Feb; Lala, a latina who was just sooo cute and small and adorable; ohh I cant forget Zach who was an aspiring musician who serenaded us with his guitar. Then there was the dude Bobby who just started talkin to me and buyin me breakfast.

But yea forget the ride, back to NC by D. When I reached I was open to every and anything. So we went walkin around and she showed me the campus and we went to get food. Then I when we went back to her room I met her roommates. One of her roommies took us to the mall with 2 of her friends. It was a huge mall but i was pissed at how far it was from the campus. But we were not in the mood to go to the room so we went with the 2 girls and we just drinking and so forth. We went back to the dorm and went to this super market kinda place called Harris Teeter and rented 2 movies from this thing called RedBox.

We saw lots of movies including 2012, Precious, and some great ones that include My Life in Ruins, Wild things, and Ninja Assasin.

At the beginning of the trip I was getting annoyed with her but then I just noticed that she is the type who is never by herself so she always finds ways to keep herself busy with people. So when I accepted that I happened to enjoy it all. So I certainly did not regret going :) Plus I got some cool clothes out of the trip :D

OXXO

Mayeshah

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Christian Side Hug

yo dont hug me from the front. You might get sexually aroused. Plus it is UnGodly!! Don't believe me check this out



OXXO,

Mayeshah!!!

Chickens

This here BAD!!! CHECK IT OUT !!! AND PREPARE TO LAUGH!!!



OXXO,


Mayeshah!!!

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Phones!!

I have noticed that girls use phones to talk about ... MEN!!! Why should I waste my time and energy and ooooh my minutes talking about some nucca who not even thinking about me at the moment. Gosh. This is a short blog because I am sad that my birthday sucked balls!! :( But oh well it has come and gone I will have more fun when I either go back to RI or when I reach home!!! Oh and this time next month will be Boxing Day (for those who celebrate it) The day after Christmas. Which means that yesterday it was a month before Christmas. Which also means it was my BIRTHDAY!!! I have never felt so neglected by people around me. But I am happy I got the Calls and Texts and even ALLL The facebook posts!!! :D That made my day!!

Oh well my next Bday will be in Antigua so I am happy!!

OXXO

Mayeshah!!!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

The Box

Now this is a Quick and easy version of The Box. See this is when you are Morally uncaring!!



OXXO

Mayeshah

Firelight!!!

YOOOO

If you like Twilight and their saga or not this will CRACK YOU UP!!!



OXXO

Mayeshah!!

Saturday, November 14, 2009

PAPA ROACH!!!!

Time and Time Again

Artist(Band):Papa Roach

Yes I did it and I'll do it again
It doesn't matter if I am your best friend
I don't think so
You're not that smart
Over and over it breaks my heart
The cycle continues time for your crime
The pain comes back in an ugly design
Her makeup smears
The tears that she cries
Over and over every night

Emotional swords slash my soul
And now the pain it takes control
I think about you
I think about me
Think about the way that it used to be
I need a bottle
I need some pills
I need a friend
And I need some thrills
A shoulder to cry on a friend to depend on
When life gets rough

Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me

It's like a fight every single day
It's always easy when you have it your way
Deep in my heart
In the depths of my soul
My selfish ways are out of control
I'm sorry that it comes down to this
I punch through the wall as I break my fist
The makeup smears
Tears that we cry
Over and over every night

Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me

You're so selfish
You're making me want to end this relationship
You're making me want to end this

Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me

Loving ties unwind
Lost time behind
Loving ties unwind
Lost time behind

For the video that I LOVE SOOOOO MUCH!!!!


OXXO

Mayeshah!!!

MSNBC vids that caught my eye!!

Why??? honestly, tell me WHY!!??


Wild lil children!!!

The damn Japs


RUNN PANDIE RUUNNN!!!!


These women are mean!!


Seriously you gone and call them because your POT was stolen!!!


And they talk about women drivers. LOL.


Aww the poor babies are going BALD!!!


OXXO

Mayeshah!!!

Sex goes green!!

WOOOOWWW!!!

Now this is one industry I would never expect to see going green!!



Now I want to know if you would try any of these things out!! Dont be afraid to tell. We are all adults.. well I think we are!!

OXXO

Mayeshah!!!

wicked vids!!!

Hey, yall

I found these videos interesting. The first one is a motivational video. Just remember to be HUNGRY!!



This one just cracked me up hope you enjoy it!!!



OXXO

Mayeshah!!!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Snuggie gone wrong

Hey yall, I was there on facebook and i saw my cuz had up this link on his status:

http://thesnuggiesutra.com/

I must say it is clean of viruses and shit so go on and click that. It is dirty morally lol. BUT ENJOY yooo!!!

OH AND GET A SNUGGIE!!!


OXXO

Mayeshah!!!

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Judgement

i swear i am tired of prejudgement from ppl. that is why i have no one specific reaction to life. I can b seen as punk, goth, artsy, ghetto, caribbean, european. hell anthing i want to b. and i hate it when ppl hate me bcause i feel a certain way 1 day. i have a roommate who she would look at someone in utter disgust if u dont look a certain way. it is sad to sad that is the main reason i dislike her attitude. but who r we to judge others for what they look like at the moment.who r we to judge what ppl do. we r not the same so what 1 person was raised to do the others see that as a taboo.i am just tired of allllllll this damn judgement. they did not bring me in this world they did not make me and they not gonna die along side me so they dont gotta judge me. ok i am doing this on my knew phone so i am gonna finish this when i am on my actual pc

OXXO

Mayeshah!!!

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Hate

I hate white bread
I hate white rice
I hate using the microwave
I hate heavy metal
I hate November
I hate that Bitch
I hate when my boyfriend is clingy
I hate stupid Bitches
I hate being stupid
I hate people who are mean
I hate everything
What dont I hate ...
I dont hate the darkness.

This is how i feel!! I want everyone to stop saying they HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!! YOU NEVER KNOW WHO YOU ARE HURTING!! Stop being a bitch and stop hating. Wanna know what I hate? I hate people who always Hate. People who are always so opinionated. People who dont understand that they are always hurting others. I hate people who want others to think they care when they are just as HATEFUL AND BITCHY AS EVERY OTHER BITCH OUT THERE!!!!!!!!!

Friday, October 30, 2009

Antigua Nice!!! My Home forever!!

I love this. Only after you leave your home you realize there is not place like home!! That is why I will always be an Island Girl. No matter how much I love the organization of the older countries (USA,UK,Euro) I will always be loyal to my land!!



If you wanna sing along here are the Words!!

ELAKRU – Antigua Nice
Track 1: Tizzy – Antigua Nice
This is my island in the sun
Jamming from since time begun
This is my island in the sun
No one can party like me
1st verse
This ya one for Antigua
Me a go big u up
Me have fu big u up yeah ah
No matter where I roam
U will always be my home yeah…
Sometimes the road get rough
Me na go let u down
Me na go give u up no way
In the heat of the summer time
We make baccahnal
We love carnival
Antigua nice, sweet like paradise
Antigua nice, show it for the world to see
Antigua nice, how we live in unity
If u love this country
I wanna see ur flags in the sky high high high
If u love Antigua
Participate, come celebrate
Fly ur flag fly it high high
Straight up to the sky yeah
Fly the flag fly it high high
Fly it for the world to see
Show the world fu u flag
Show the world that u glad
Show the world fu u flag
Antigua u come from
Show the world fu u flag
Show the world that u glad
Show the world fu u flag
An-ti-guans come put ur flag inna the sky
Just spin it like a rotor
Everybody come spin it like a rotor
I wanna see ur flag spinning like a rotor
Everybody come helicopter with u rag helicopter with u flag
2nd verse
No where else but Antigua
Me a go live me life
Me a go live me life… yeah
No matter what them say
I will never run away yeh
You always give me love
U never let me down
U never let me down no way
Cause when it come to party time
We pan de frontline
We love jam and wine
Antigua nice, sweet like paradise
Antigua nice, show it for the world to see
Antigua nice, how we live in unity
If u love this country
I wanna see ur flags in the sky high high high
If u love Antigua
Participate, come celebrate
Fly ur flag fly it high high
Straight up to the sky yeah
Fly the flag fly it high high
Fly it for the world to see
Show the world fu u flag
Show the world that u glad
Show the world fu u flag
Antigua u come from
Show the world fu u flag
Show the world that u glad
Show the world fu u flag
An-ti-guans come put ur flag inna the sky
Just spin it like a rotor
Everybody come spin it like a rotor
I wanna see ur flag spinning like a rotor
Everybody come helicopter with u rag helicopter with u flag
Oh yes Antigua nice
The greatest place on earth yeah
I love carnival
Freedom we celebrate
Come leh we jump up now
Come leh we jump up now
come leh a jump up now
This one is for Antigua
Leh we jump up now
Come leh we jump up now
Everybody come now
Everybody come
Fly ur flag fly it high high
Straight up to the sky yeah
Fly the flag fly it high high
Fly it for the world to see
Show the world fu u flag
Show the world that u glad
Show the world fu u flag
Antigua u come from
Show the world fu u flag
Show the world that u glad
Show the world fu u flag
An-ti-guans come put ur flag inna the sky
Just spin it like a rotor
Everybody come spin it like a rotor
I wanna see ur flag spinning like a rotor
Everybody come helicopter with u rag helicopter with u flag

Friday, October 23, 2009

Sagittarius

I am the type to follow in peoples footsteps. I am not much of one to choose my own things without getting opinions. So when i saw my sister Kim had done her zodiac sign I wanted to do mine too lol. The ones i find more related to me are highlighted!

Sagittarius

As a future-oriented Sagittarius, the ninth sign of the zodiac, you are considered the most prophetic of the signs because you have the urge to understand the meaning of life. Also the most mobile sign of the zodiac, you explore beyond physical and mental boundaries, and thrive on freedom and liberty.

Jupiter, the planet of luck and expansion, is the ruler of Sagittarius, and brings optimism and joy to life. Jupiter is also associated with a person's spiritual beliefs and philosophic standards.

Sagittarius is the third fire sign. This fiery influence is like a candle in the dark, lighting the way to knowledge and wisdom. You walk through life high-spirited and openhearted, always seeking the truth. You are farsighted and goal-directed and are gifted in grasping general principles.

Sagittarius rules the ninth house of the chart, the section associated with the exploration of the intellectual mind or the physical world. Therefore, this house stands for religion, philosophy, higher education, as well as long journeys.

Sagittarius is a mutable sign, making you a communicator and teacher. Since you have the natural ability to gain profound insight into scientific and spiritual fields, you feel that it is your mission to contribute your knowledge on to the world.

One of your main strengths, dear Sag, is that you achieve your goals through the power of positive thinking. Your happy-go-lucky, future-oriented nature opens many doors for you. You are direct, honest, and jovial, which makes you a very humane and amiable friend, lover, and coworker.

Of course, you also have some weaknesses; due to your disposition, your head is often in the clouds, and you are oblivious to reality. You also run the risk of being hypocritical, and get so opinionated and dogmatic that you impose your "truth" upon others. You also don't tolerate any kind of restriction, and develop restlessness and unquenchable wanderlust.

Ok, I am surprised how much of these are true. I am very optimistic, i am also often in the clouds , and although i HATE hypocrites I know I have those features. It amazes me when people are really pessimistic because life could always be worst than it is. I also believe that you are born with these traits but then society has the ability to build up or breakdown these traits!!!


OXXO

Mayeshah!!!

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Black Woman

I see myself as a true black woman who has experience of the world. I am still looking for a strong black man to support me with love and understanding. If you dont know what a true black woman is check this out and maybe you would understand.
Another Blackchannel.net production.



OXXO

Mayeshah!!

The Real Greeks

No i am not part of the NAACP or against the white man but it is a good piece of information to have under your belt when having conversations. This can be found here. Hope you enjoy!!








OXXO

Mayeshah!!

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Rice

Oh and the final pic of the night!! I finally Learnt how to do rice properly !!! YAY!!!!!!! Check it out!!!

And damn did it taste GREAT!!

oK I am done

OXXO

Mayeshah!!

My room now hehehe

Remember I told you guys that I was gonna show you some pics of my room!! Here they are




OXXO

Mayeshah!!

Faluma

Hey yall I have been in and out of my mind lately so i decided I am going to give you an update of what I found interested. There is a Caribbean Soca song that is uber old!! The name of it is Faluma and it was performed by the group Square One from Barbados!!! I just learnt the words yay!!! Here they are and for people who dont know the song the song is below it!!

Faluma ding ding ding
Nyama lama ding
Bocaweh genaaaaaa
Capasiah genaaaaaaaaa
Noguweh genaaaaaaaaa
DING DING DING

Nyama lama ding
Bocaweh genaaaaaaa
Capasiah genaaaaaa
Doguweh genaaaaa
Peepoweh genaaaaaaa
DING DING DING
Nyama lama ding

Mama yeah yeah
Duna mama yea yea
Duna capasakeeya
Bacawehfi na yea yea duna
Mama yeah yeah
Duna mama yea yea
Duna capasakeeya
Bacawehfi na yea yea duna
Mama yeah yeah
Duna mama yea yea
Duna capasakeeya
Bacawehfi na yea yea duna
Mama yeah yeah
Duna mama yea yea
Duna capasakeeya
Bacawehfi na yea yea duna

Faluma ding ding ding
Nyama lama ding
Bocaweh genaaaaaa
Capasiah genaaaaaaaaa
Noguweh genaaaaaaaaa
DING DING DING

Nyama lama ding
Bocaweh genaaaaaaa
Capasiah genaaaaaa
Doguweh genaaaaa
Peepoweh genaaaaaaa
DING DING DING
Nyama lama ding

HEY HEY!
Faluma!
HEY HEY!
Faluma!
Let me see dem hands
Faluma!
Let me see dem hands
Faluma!


A woman a woman
Bababa!
A matie a matie
Bababa!
A lover a lover
Bababa!
Honey bababa
Bababa!
Gyal a bababa
Bababa!
Sweety bababa
Bababa!
Any bababa
Bababa!




OXXO

Mayeshah

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Dont trust me!

What is this world coming too:



OXXO

Mayeshah!!!

Pon di Riddim!!!

HEY YALL, LOL

hey!! I am here on facebook and I see some of the girls I went to school with have a music video. It is a good video, however the plot kinda mix up mix up. The 2 girls dancing are the girls I went to high school with!! Hope you enjoy the video:





Oh I just noticed that the html in the embed code is put into the address it come out as big screen in your window!! That is crazy so if u wanna try it put in :

www.youtube.com/v/w1CxIkSnR90


OXXO

Mayeshah!!!

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Lofts Mayeshah style!!

My sister just did a post on Lofts and I wanna put up some as well. I love the fact that it is all just one room and you are upstairs of everything. It is just sooo cozy. I was thinking that I could build a building full of lofts and they wouldnt be as expensive because they would be less floor space.
Here are a few pics of Lofts that I adore:

http://img.findaproperty.com/library/libp0601.jpg

http://www.buyandselldallas.com/images/dallas%20lofts/rental/1.jpg

http://www.modernchicagohomes.com/images/1000washington141/7.jpg



These two freak me out though!!! OMG!!
http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3242/2417851346_c516f7f8ae.jpg

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Cabaret!!

I just came from a play at the Trinity Repertory Theater. I saw a play called Cabaret. It had been soo good. It was a musical about Berlin in the 1930s. It told a story about an American Novelist who went to Berlin for inspiration where he met a Germa man on the train into Berlin. The German man had informed the American about a placce in which he could stay. It was New Years eve when the American went to a club where he met an English performer. So the play continues explaining the relationship between them; the club performers; and the relations between the Landlady and another tenant. It shows how the Politics in Germany was affecting each group of people. The American was against the Nazis while the English performer was not bothered by it and preferred to stay. The club performers where for the Nazis but the Emcee of the club was against them. The Landlady is a hardworking lady who decides it is not safe to get into relations with a Jew who was born in Germany. It was very great but got very sad when all the relationships went down the drain.

If you didnt understand my summary of the play here is the summary from the Trinity Rep website:

Runtime: 2 hours, 20 minutes including a 15 minute intermission

Berlin, 1931: music, money, and love are there for the taking. Cliff seeks inspiration for his novel. He finds it in Sally Bowles, the Kit Kat Klub’s chanteuse, who charms him into sharing his apartment. The Emcee has not one but two ladies to keep him company. The landlady’s found new love with the grocer. Yet outside the cabaret the world is changing: what's in store for Sally and her friends? Cabaret celebrates the indomitable human spirit -- what good is sitting alone in your room?



The time I went was 2pm. It was the first time I ever went at 2pm and it mostly had elderly people. I am not sure if I would go at 2pm again but everyone was soo mature. I then came to the conclusion that when you get older you are more likely to cut your hair. I just hope that is mostly for the American women.

At the end of the play some ladies were shouting at the stage saying remove the Swastika. me and my not soo knowledgeable self wondering what the hell is a Swastika came home and looked it up. So I suppose it was hitting a nerve for those women seeing the Swastika.
http://www.geocities.com/rowenaperdon/swastika.jpg

There is a video found on the website. You can see it here.

OXXO

Mayeshah

Monday, September 28, 2009

Business Plan Test

Hey yall,

I have not felt so depressed in a long time. I think this is one of the reasons I dont like to try things because I hate failing. I just took a test for my Business Plan class and I studied but I couldnt remember some of the information. I now feel soo retarded. I remember studying it a bunch of the stuff but I couldnt remember a bunch of the stuff. I feel so defeated that I dont even want to study for my test tomorrow. But I know that is stupid so i am going to do that right after I have my feast!!

Pray for me and my tests!!

OXXO

Mayeshah

Vidoes!!! YAY




OMG THIS ONE IS CRAZYYYY!!!



I love this one because this is one of the things I would love about working in an office!! I love how the guy is just walking around in the whole battle of the thing:

One Rat Short

Hey guys,

I found this video and it IS GREAT! It has action, drama, romance, suspense all wrapped in one!! And it is all about a rat!! It will make you even come near to tears. This is done by students at the Vancouver Film School!

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

some vids

Some more videos that are just (like Chris Brown would say) Like, WOW!!



Oh, The Temptation from Steve V on Vimeo.



OXXO

Mayeshah

PONYO!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gosh, I feel terrible. I just feel like shit!! :( I feel like crying and tearing my hair out at the same time. You might be asking why I feel like this but it is soo many different things just tumbling down on me. But instead of boring you with my depressed (mentally (no I not gonna do it) suicidal) problems.

So I gonna talk to you about the cutest movie I have seen in a LONG LONG time.

Trailer:


The cinematography was sooo good. The story line was a lil unclear at times to me but because it was soo cute I would place it up near Pocahontis as one of my fav movies. The one I saw was actually the one with the subtitles and talkin in Japanese.I loved that one but the one with them talkin english seemed really cool and still the best all round!!!

Well I will holla at you on the flip side

OXXO

Mayeshah

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Kanye, Chris, and Madonna

I am not one to talk about what everyone else is talkin about but when I finally did watch the Kanye West VMA situation all I could do was LAUGH MY ASS OFF!!! Not at what he did but the look on Beyonce's face. Then at the end the look on Taylor's face!!! LMAO wow that is sooo funny!!! Check it out:



Now is the video from Chris Brown's Larry King interview. Waste of 20 mins of my life!!! Below is the links to the videos!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZyDs2fESCQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xs5RfxssZ1c

Oh and I hope you saw the VMAs ( I didnt see the whole thing but I saw a small part). The part I saw was a speech by Madonna. When I was listening to her I was in such awe!! She made him sound like the human being that noone but his friends and family saw. Then after that Janet did a performance that was off the CHAIN! Check it out (totally bad quality but hey you get the point):



That on its own brings out emotion!!!

Oh and because Scream is one of my favorite MJ videos here you go:



OXXO

Mayeshah

Monday, September 14, 2009

Doin your mom!!

This is crazy, the song is so crazy and sick. but it is really catchy.



OXXO

Mayeshah

Chris and Rocky

Hey I just saw Chris Crocker's new video where he is talking about Kanye West. While watching it I was thinking Chris kinda looks like my pal from Rocky Horror Picture show. What do you think?





Just all the facial expressions!!

OXXO

Mayeshah

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Flicker name

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Wayne Hoffman

Hey yall, I meant to put an entry in last night but life is weird. Last night I went to see an Illusionist named Wayne Hoffman. He was really good. I believe that in real life ppl could read minds and use their mind to perform different acts. As they say all you have to do is Believe!!!
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Well I do believe. He did a few mind tricks and then there were a few that I believed in no matter what anyone would say. The final one was one where during the show he opened a can of pepsi and then he drank it off. While on the stage he crushed the can slightly. Then he held it sideways and upside down to prove it was empty. Then he spun it and the can became uncrushed. Then he was talking about using your imagination and he had pretended to throw the hole of the can into the crowd then when he showed the can to the audience it was sealed. Us knowing it was empty was suprised when he said that it was being filled up at that moment. Then he opened the can and poured out the pepsi in a cup. After seeing that I believe that is real!!

One week is done and I am prepared to start my journey to finishing Uni. Gosh. 4 years is almost done. But one thing i wont miss about America is the cold. I know it is going to snow before I leave. GREAT!!! Well. I am going to enjoy it as much as possible :)

OXXO

Mayeshah

Friday, September 11, 2009

FSM 3060 and Strawberry Shortcake!!

O M F G!!! Do you see how things come around and kick you in your butt!! Well you know I was in England for 5 months and during that 5 months I had the ability to do a course where I would be running a restaurant with two other people. How fun!! Soo I decided I didnt want to do the course and I was like I will still help out as floor staff so that they would have less stress. So I didnt do the class but I still got an A plus a bottle of wine and a day planner.

Well I just found out that I have to do a course like the same thing but it would just be Me and an extra person. Tell me Karma is a Bee itch. GOSHH!!! But it is better here because here it is just for 4 hours while the one in England was for a while 6 hrs. My question is if you are a HOTEL major why are they making us do a course in Restaurant. I bet the Restaurant people dont have to do anything about Hotels!! GOOOOSSSSHhh!!!!

OK I am done fuming. I have been watching Cartoon Network everyday since I have come back and I saw a commercial on Strawberry Shortcake Berry Cafe.

Strawberry Shortcake - Playset - Strawberry Shortcake Berry Cafe
My morbid side kicked in and I was thinking of the worst things that a cynical kid could think up!! But seriously. Why the hell is there a bird at the top of this ... thing. Plus she lives upstairs of her work place but one of the tables for the customers is upstairs. Unless she doesnt allow people to eat in the store it is just a come in and buy and leave then. But there are two chairs so of course she is going to have places to eat. Unless she has a boyfriend but you have to buy him separately like every other toy. Plus this is for kids who are not going to lose stuff or put them in their mouths because they got tons of little pieces on this thing. Ok I am done rambling.

OXXO

Mayeshah!!

Thursday, September 10, 2009

UP Up and Away!!!

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Hey guys, I just came back from seeing UP!!!! I know I am too nice to be a movie critic but it is one of the best movies I have ever seen I would categorize it under cute and cuddly like "Wall-E". I give it two thumbs up and a cuddly hug snap. Other Critics said it didnt have a straight forward plot but if it is for Kids they wont really notice. Plus there are enough laughing and near tears. So I would advise you to go and watch it with an open childish mind.!!!



OXXO

Mayeshah

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Gimme a big smooch... not that big!!

Hey, one of the guys i am subscribed to on youtube had put out a video of him and his ex kissing and a related video popped up at the end of it. It is about Kissing by the Wing Girls. Hope you learn something from them:





Another video, this talks about the benefits of kissing.



Here are some other how to kiss videos:



Plus a song that tells you where to find love:


And one to make you laugh:

CUTEST THING EVAR

Isnt this the cutest thing you EVAR SAW!!!




OXXO
Mayeshah

RI Update!!

Hey yall, thanks for being patient with me on the blogging. I am back in Rhode Island. Since I have reached I havent had much time for myself. So I just got back from my 7:10 class and just being bummy for a while before I go and get food.

I am in the Harborside Village and it is great. Each person has their own space and everything. There are 4 of us in the dorm - I will call the other 3 Ah, Bk, and Bm. I know Bm for like 2 years now and we are now sharing this apt like dorm. Bk I love her to bits but she curses a lil too much. But yea...Ah she is kinda anti social when it comes to us but she is always with her boyfriend who lives in another dorm. Bk has introduced us to some of her friends and I can see us all hanging out on a regular basis. But I have to ensure not to eliminate my own friends like Lr and Sc and even Ye. gosh... that it is easier to just have your own apt because you wont be meeting anyone new and having to get used to them. I have been here for 4 days and I havent seen Lr as yet and feel really bad. :(

I have been having my classes and it is interesting. The class I had today I was told that we have a group project but I am not sure how that is going to work out. Oh well. The other classes are not bad but I still have to go through my Concentration class which is on Friday (this week, normally on Monday) at 6pm - 9:30pm GREEAATT! 8-)

I went grocery shopping and picked up mostly foods that I would have to cook but the next time I go I will be able to pick up the greens so that I will be eating a well balanced diet. I havent really cooked since I reached but when I have been walking alot. Plus it does help to live on the third floor. I also got some good stuff for my room. When I am finish doing my room I will take pics and show you but it wont be like that for the whole year. God forbid. But yea. Food is calling me. I still have some other blogs to fill you in on! Love you guys.

OXXO
Mayeshah

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Hello Erika, where u been so long!!!

You know what yall. I am tired of the "Dear Reader" shit. It doesnt encourage me to write. Well right now we are getting the side or the back or some part of "Tropical Storm" Erika. I love it. I had gotten some good footage of the Lightening coming in towards us just on the horizon. Then I have a few pictures that is like WOW!!!

Well I know I dont blog as much as I used to but since they changed the security code for the wireless in the house I have no access to the internet on my big computer (how i love thee). Plus, I HATE Blogging on my small pc. So I got hold of my dad's computer which is not the best but it does the job. So ... I am just coping until I go back to RI. yay!!

I am happy to go back but sad to leave my family and friends. Total mixed emotions. My Summer was great though. When I go back up to RI I will do a post on how GREAT it was. Then hell I might Do a recap on how my 21st year alive was the BOMBDIGGITY BEST!!! (well next to my baby years where all I had to do was eat sleep and poop yay)!!! Yea!

I am happy that we got a tropical storm (i was kinda hoping for a Tropical storm or Hurricane) before I left. I just love the coziness of being stuck in your house while the rain and thunder and lightening is giving you a show outside. It would be great if I had a significant other ;) during this weather. But there are more years in my life (knock on wood). Yea. So I will keep u posted soon!!!

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Lost in the world of silence!!!

Dear Readers,

I am feeling so weird right now. I am wondering why is it so hard to talk to people. Is it the fact that the oldr u get the more you get mentally inept to talk. I have reached the point of my life where talkin to a guy should come easy and like a peice of cake. But nooooooooo.... It is now like jumping into a pit of fire and I have reached the point where i REAALLLYYY dont want to talk to guys.

If they wanna talk I will talk but i am not going to go out of my way to make conversation. It is seriously tiring trying to figure out what to talk about. Myself? Cars? Sex? Music? Sports? Sex? Current issues? Them? Sex? Seriously, what do I talk to them and say,especially like when they lose the ability to help out and continue the effin conversation................................................

EXAACTTLLYYY that is how it is.... dead air. GOSH!! and that is y we women dont necessarily enjoy askin dudes out. They have a high probability of turning u down or just not working out, due to the woman's inability to talk. I need help (and dont tell me to just be myself, myself is a attention crazed maniac who doesnt love herself because she feels she is tooo fat (i know i'm not but i still have a high risk of diabetes and High Blood Pressure) and toooo lazy to do anything with her life) So if ever u might want to leave a comment please .... PRETTYY PLEASE... do!!

OXXO

Mayeshah!

Monday, August 24, 2009

Liquid Toffee and No one puts baby in the corner

Dear Readers,

Please dont get pissed with me for not being a constant blogger. I have been in a different frame of mind and have made a few vows to myself. Which I would discuss in a later blog. However tonite i am wicked bored so i was on youtube. On youtube I am subscribed to a lesbian. Then this Lesbian did a vlog on this lady who does poetry. However, i must warn you that they are slightly erotic... and lesbian (no i am not a lesbian). But I find her work very interesting. She goes by the title Liquid Toffee. The lady that does these poems is Ifa Bumi and has a channel on youtube as well.
These shall allow you to understand what I am saying above.




Then I was watching Movie Buzz and he had informed me of the new remake of the Classic "Dirty Dancing". can you believe this shit. Then I went to see what comments people had left and one person said "No body puts remakes in the corner." I instantly had to get the clip for you guys:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7GBy7rBzz_I

I love that seen hope you love it too.

Well i gonna watch a few more vids and then go on to bed. Love yall!

OXXO

Mayeshah!!

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Flirty Girl Fitness aka Stripper Dancing!!

Dear Readers,

I am here watching the new music of the ... time... and I saw a commercial for ... a fitness video. It had been sooo outrageous that I had to blog it!! The name of the fitness video is ... Flirty Girl Fitness (make sure to watch the video).

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Ok now that you have watched this commercial TELL ME WHY THE HELL THESE PPL ARE TEACHING YOU TO BECOME A STRIPPER. (Sorry for the shouting) But really... I can see it now:
Strippers friend: OMG you are always so slim and you eat what you want. How do you do it? I dont even see you going to the gym? What is your secret.

Stripper: Oh all I do is work. That is a work out on its own. Maybe you should try it. I can show you some moves that will keep your buns, legs and abs toned.

{Stripper does her stuff to a chair and to a pole}

Strippers friend: WOW!! That does look like a workout. Hey maybe we can turn this into a fitness video.

Stripper: Yea lets do it. But to make people not think it is stripper dancing we can call it something like .... hmm.....Flirty Girl Fitness.


Now seriously. They even got success stories ... lets fix a few:

Vanessa M.
Lost 23 inches!

"Even with all the workouts that I had done in the past, I had never gotten the results that I got with the {Stripper Dancing} program. I mean 23 inches - that's huge!"

Jeanne B.
Lost 30 lbs & 40 inches!

"I've bought all new clothes! I went from a size 18 to 14 in just two months - and now I'm back down to my size 8 and 10s! It's once again fun to shop for clothes!

When you're doing the {Stripper Dancing} workouts, not only are you working off the pounds, but you're also feeling a lot sexier stripping. It's not all about the outside; Flirty Girl Fitness also makes you feel different on the inside! It makes you feel {like a real stripper}! It's so empowering to own your own femininity and to feel {like a stripper} again. You're never too old to be {a stripper}, all you have to do is unlock it, release it and let it happen!"

These ppl are approving stripping. LOL ok I gonna stop hating because it might actually work. But for people like me who might not feel all that comfortable to stripper dance to lose weight, this is funny as hell.

Here are a few of the Teaser Collection:

Booty Beat:

Booty Beat

Just Teasing:

Just Teasing

Chair Fit:

Chair Fit

Chair Dancing:

Chair Dancing

OXXO

Mayeshah!!

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Dear Readers,

Check this pick out:

This lady has always inspired woman to be strong and independant but if u look at her and how she dress she was just a stay at home wife in the time of war and she had no choice than to do everything herself. This is so wrong cause now all the men are at home women still have this mentality thus making the men feel unwanted. Give the men a chance to do what they do best. As said in the Steve Harvey Book: Act Like a Lady Think Like a Man, allow the man to provide protect and profess since that is what he does to show that he loves you!!!

OXXO

Mayeshah!!

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Halfmoon Bay

Dear Readers,

I suck ass, I do, I dont update my blog anymore, and I apologize. Ok... I really am sorry. Well, Carnival is done. The shows are finish, the jamming is finish (sorta). Back to the status quo. Like yesterday when I was driving back up to the hardware I was sooo happy to hear R&B and Rap (even some Dancehall) on Vybz FM. A person can only take soooo much SOCA for a period of time.

So now I am trying to make my BFF from Cali enjoy the rest of her time here. We went to the beach yesterday. Which beach ... Halfmoon Bay( one of our 365 beaches). BUT... when they said that Freetown was far I didnt realize it was THAT far. CRAP!!! I am driving and I am like WTF. Then we had a fun experience which kinda freaked out lots of people I was with but if I say what happens I might never be the same again and might be very sad. But everyone is still alive that is all that matter.

I know that I am a strange black person when I would try and get that thrill that I think white people would get when they do their stupid shit. I am lame like that. I will put up some pix as soon as my girl puts them up or gives them to me ;)

OXXO

Mayeshah!!

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Checking in!!

Dear Readers,

I am soooo tired. Three nights of going out. Very lil sleep. Carnival is the best. It's yours, It's mine Antigua Carnival 2009!!! Well I just checking out everyone. Making sure you know I am alive. I will give the ENTIRE Lowdown (Sensored of course) soon. Just know that Antigua woman going to drive me effing crazy. Love yall!!

OxxO

Mayeshah!!