WAINGAFAT: Smokers Rights

Yea this is another one of my Video blogs which is not a Vlog!!!

I have subscribed to The Angry Aussie and he discusses on Wednesdays what he(I) does not give a fuck about today. WAINGAFAT. Smokers rights. What he said was pure genius and I cant believe that I havent heard about him before now. So enjoy:



Now here is the reason I love European Music:




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Mayeshah!!!

Random everyday thoughts

Today i was on the bus coming back to my dorm and I looked inside someones car and I saw the father driving, the mother in the passenger seat and the baby in the car-seat in the back. I couldnt help but think that it can be safe like that but it would be safer if the mother was sitting in the back with the child. I think that when i have a child (dont know when but when i do) I will make sure to sit in the back with the baby.

But then I was thinking what would happen if you are driving and you see a yellow light but still go through the light but not fast enough and then you get hit by someone who is speeding. Who would be in the wrong first. The person speeding (even though they got a green light or the person with the red light and driving at an average speed? And when I mean speeding I mean the Speed Limit is 50mph and the person is driving and 70-75mph.

These are just a few of the random thoughts that go through my head on a daily basis. But not all my thoughts can be said verbally because ppl would say that I am "weird" or that i am "stupid" :( But I am not ... am I?? Gosh I am sad. :(

I was even going through my past entries and noticed that these 3 months I made almost the same amount of blog entries as I did in the whole of 2009. WOW!!!

Does that mean that I am a blog addict?? Nooo, this means that I am more depressed that I ever been in the whole time I been blogging. I am not the same and probably wont be the same anytime soon. Damn I am soooooo fucking cold! :( and the cold is getting me sick :( If i had the ability I would just start a fire of all my school books in my room just to warm up :( GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Mayeshah!!!

GUYS ONLY: THE FUTURE!!!

Now tell me why they making these?? They can just use their hands damn it. LOL jk

But this is mad crazy.

You dont need to know what is being said the demonstrations say it all

I hope you Missing Me when I Dead and Gone

I dont have much people that are close to me that have died but these are some of the songs that I would like to play at my funeral. The first is B2M and they are just sooo deep and great to listen to. The second is Bone Thugs-N-Harmony and when you listen to the words it is like wow. Then I have Puff Daddy which is a classic and it is just a very great song.



The first time I heard this was when I was in Rochester when my bro was going to RIT.




Ok maybe not for my funeral but it still is a good song lol!!!I hope one of these days I would be able to sing this song because the old me is going to get me in trouble.


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Mayeshah!!!

Softly as in a Morning Sunrise - Miles Davis

I love Jazz!!! Thanks to my sis!! But I dont know if she likes it for the same reason she likes Jazz. I like jazz because of the Cello.

OMG I just love the sound that comes out of that instrument when it is played in Jazz.

But I am here doing my work and I am listening to Pandora (getting in as much music time I can get before I go home) and then this comes up (without the vocals, thank God):


And I am in a trance!!! I am just at ease and all thoughts of stress and frustration just slips away!!!

If you are a regular reader of my blog you might remember my post of my Favorite Jazz piece which i first heard in Tom and Jerry.

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Mayeshah!!!

New background

I got tired of the PINK as you could see and go back to what I love so much!!! BLACK!!! It is a simple black and even though ppl see me as a happy go lucky person I like the dark stuff like heavy metal and all those morbid things. However I still dont like ghost (hey they are creepy and if i cant see them then we do not agree).

Tonite I am planning on making some veg and baked fish. I hope it comes out good this time. But I gonna see if I can finish up my recipes and if I have time I will start studying for my test tomorrow. If not I will do that right after my dinner (if I feel like it.)

Me and my gym partner has been bad and skipped the gym for ... unforeseen reasons. It has been a week and a half and i havent seen inside that gym. Certainly tomorrow we are going to go.

To my sister: GIRRRLLLLL..... YOU ARE TOOOO SEXY FOR BLOGGER ;)

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Mayeshah!!!

Too young!!!

I just saw something on another blog and it got me thinking.
Why dont ppl approve ppl under the age of 18 dating??? (Not what was on the other blog my own question)

Well if the person under 18 decides to date someone 1 to 2 yrs older or younger than them and they been dating for .... 3-4 years. One person might go over the age of 18. Ok that didnt even make sense in my own mind. So lets use examples:

Person A 14
Person B 16
Both A and B were dating for 2 years. at that 2 yr mark
Person A 16
Person B 18
Can that be seen as statutory rape if they are sexually active??

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I just asked my roommates (American) and they said yea!! It is legally statutory rape. But that sucks. Even if the parents of A dont like B. That sucks balls. I even saw a video from one of the dudes I subscribe to and he basically touches that issue.



and a lil spoof :


Now something to make you smile:Click me!!!!


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Mayeshah!!!

K. Michelle

I do not know this girls back ground but if she does well in the industry, I can see her being a new Mary J Blige.



Really beautiful voice!!!

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Mayeshah!!!

Onion News Network (ONN)

FWT SERIOUSLY wtf!!!






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Mayeshah!!!

i am bored . com

Now I am bored so bear with me!!! These here i found on "i-am-bored.com" (told u i was bored!!!)

This is too funny!!!

Infrared Fart - The funniest bloopers are right here

I wanna be him right now:

This looks hella dangerous!!!

The 6 most Baffling Things Every TV Ad Assumes are TRUE

NINJA KITTY ATTACK!!!!!!


toooo funny:


this is far from the truth, I dont have half of that shit:



Well I gonna continue loafin and then go to bed.

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Mayeshah!!!

Telephone remix

I know a few people who deserve to be sung this song!!!



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Mayeshah!!!

Window Seat

This is such a great song by Erykah Badu but the end had seriously shock me. But it is the pure and honest truth.



If you are different in anyway or are not up to the standards of other people you will be Criticized and Judged. However the people who Criticize and Judge dont want anyone to do that to them. QUOTE: Do on to others as you want them to do on to you!!!


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Mayeshah!!!

Large Marge

Hey yall!!!

Remember when I went into a Pee Wee fanatic mode!!! Well I knew there was a reason that I never watched that movie ever again. LARGE MARGE!!!

SHE FUCKIN SCARED THE SHIT OUTTA ME!!! BUT thanks to youtube I can face my fear and watch that seen over and over again. (FUck that I only watched it 1ce) It is still very creepy to me. But I believe one of these days I will watch the whole movie again. I think that is the only Tim Burton Movie that I would not watch OVER AND OVER AND OVER again!

Here is the clip:



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Mayeshah!!!

Vids explainin how I feel!!

The lyrics for this song is exactly how I feel:



And the darkness in the pic is what i am surrounded by.




These are some other songs that show how I feeel right now:






















And I have not found this place yet.


and to lighten up the morbid mood i am in right now:



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Mayeshah!!!

FML

I am in this fog in my head again and I am not doing the things I want to do. Why do I do it cause that is the type of person I am. o_o Dont argue with me because of my decisions. I will just have to make up for my mistakes in my afterlife (or my next life). TOMORROW (well today) I will try to do something I wanna do!!!

Saturday I started to cry because I feel like I dont have any close friends here and I havent done anything in this place to say I had fun. We were walkin back from the sex presentation (i know i didnt talk about it much but i havent been feeling up to it) and the other 2 were basically running. Then when we were walkin back to Gaebe I never saw that part of town and they were like half a mile ahead of me while I am taking in the scenery. Normally if I am in a situation where I am somewhere new I want to experience it with someone but the other 2 were just talking and walking fast. Plus one of them was having man problems so I kept my feelings to myself and they got upset at me because of that.

Now tomorrow I am going to turn my heater over to the CA because it is CONTRABAND!!! And I am doing it because I am not in the mood to put up a fight. Now my friend N might be mad at me cause I dont fight especially when I want to be warm and I cant because (It heats up the whole apt) It is 2 against 1 in this battle of the heater. and I have classes with both of them. So I have conceded. Hell I know that if my window screen wasnt there I would throw it out the window. So in order to keep the peace I am changing who I am just so as not to cause a ruckus. If only people knew how upsetting it is to be here. The only time I feel good now is when I am cooking with the ppl in my Food Service class and when I am in my Art Class.

I have a tight pain in my chest right now because not only do i disappoint myself but I disappoint the people who love me. eg. When I disappointed my mom when I went to pick up one of my friends when she had an emergency. I can never wine. Tomorrow I will go downtown probably watch a movie and buy a bottle of wine and drink it somewhere since I cant drink it in the apt. I miss not having to try and be someone else for so long. I feel like I am going through another culture shock and I am not ever going to get over it.

I need to have a drink because this pain is really unbearable. I just want to smash something very hard. JUST destroy something. If I had a bat or a hammer i would demolish my TV but oh well.

I give up. AGAIN. As usual. But everyone says just a few more weeks. But just a few more days is hella more painful much less weeks. I will have to continue to wear this mask until it is time to go home.

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Michele :(

Cool!!!

These are some that you will find very interesting One has and interesting twist:



The second one is cool because you can interact with it!!




I couldnt get this embedded but this is something I gotta learn to use as my quote when I get stressed. HERE!!!

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Mayeshah!!!

Musicolio

I have never been such a big fan of Tay Zonday but this song is REALLLYYY GOOOD!!!!
I always thought that that wasnt his voice but it is!!! WOOWW!!!
ENJOY


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Mayeshah!!!

STOMP!!!

I remember once when i was younger I saw the HBO Presents: STOMP. So I was watching MysteryGuitarMan and he said that Stomp was his inspiration for this video. So he had put a link up for the stomp vid down here:


And then I loved it soo much I had to look up the rest of them lol. So Enjoy:






And then I came across this song that is a cool song :D aka STOMP:


Hope you enjoyed

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Mayeshah!!!

Testing Bloglovin

Follow my blog with bloglovin

Wild Ammo

I am so upset with the fact that I try to fit in soo much and my attempts still are futile. I give up! I give the fuck up. Here are some cool pics from Wildammo.com:
What Stormtroopers do on their days off:

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Mayeshah!!!

The ancient art of foldign a tshirt

This is a cool video you have to click here and learn the ancient art of folding a T-shirt. I dont know what I gotta do to leave this place with my sanity but i will have to try and do something. :( fml

Ed, Edd and Eddy Theory!!!

This is mad depressing.

Ed, Edd, And Eddy Are Dead

There’s a theory that interprets Ed, Edd and Eddy’s entire cast of kids as all being dead and living in a purgatory of an eternal childhood cycle (originally an eternal summer, but then they started going to school), thus the complete lack of any adult agents in the purgatory. There are a number of explanations for their deaths, ranging from an explosion due to a gas-leak in the neighborhood to apocalyptic ones such as nuclear explosion or the spread of a deadly disease that killed most of middle-America. Another theory suggests that the kids in the Cul-de-Sac are dead children from the neighborhood, each from different times (Johnny and Rolf from the 40’s, Kevin from the 90’s, Naz from the 60’s, Jimmy from the 00’s, and so on).

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Mayeshah!!!

Paul Reubens

I began getting curious who is the real man behind the fucked up character named Pee Wee Herman. And found out that his name is Paul Reubens. I also found out that Pee Wee Herman was directed by Tim Burton I may have heard it before but never linked my fear of the movie with my morbid love for Tim Burton's work. But here is the progression of Paul up till present and I must admit he has aged very well!!! I wouldnt do him but he sure does look good :) Very distinguished!! I doubt the dude who played Barney looks distinguished. But then again he was a black man who could have passed as a football player. tutut!!!


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Mayeshah!!!

Videos and a lil article.

Now here are a few Videos That I had to share!!! HONESTLY THEY ARE SHARE WORTHY!!!

First I start with my home boi David Spates. Great comedian and he seems like a great and straight up guy!!!


Then I have this vid of Mr Michael Jai White. You might remember him from Why did I get married. But in this video all i can say is I would do him!!!! DAMN!!! {jizzz in my pants!!!!}


Now some trailers that caught my attention:

Eat Pray Love reminds me of what I want to do with myself. I am not too fond of having everything planned out just do things spontaniously. Even though I am not exactly like this where I always have a bf (I am the complete opposite I never had a bf) But I want to spend a year or 2 just traveling the world and experiencing what it has to give. By doing this I would be able to find out who I really am. Which is a good question (a question I saw on my sister's blog
Ok here is the trailer.


Then there is this one because after doing Psych and now doing Abnormal Psych I have been interested in people with Personality disorders. This stands out alot in my mind and sometimes I think I do to but oh well here is the vid:


Oh I must admit that I have seen the new trailer for Predator and it looks good!!! I want to watch it. It kinda made me wanna jizz a lil. lol. And it had it Morpheous (I could never remember his name) but I will always visualize him as the cowboy from PeeWee Herman. But it looks good!!


This is for you sis!!! I know you love Quentin Tarantino and his movies and I know you have gained a new found respect for Lady Gaga. So when I had seen that Quentin wanted to use Gaga in his up coming movie I just had to share. The link is right here!!

Now after mentioning Pee Wee Herman I had to look him up and bring up a video from the archives. Here is Pee Wee's Morning. If this ever makes you wanna jizz in your pants please go and see a psychiatrist. You will need tons of Mental Attention!!!



And last but not least this is a cute video, it is 30 mins or around that and it is just soo cute!!! However you have to be over 18 to watch. Even though I know not much people read my stuff if there are any who are under 18.... sorry. There are other vids that you can watch here!!
http://www.imheremovie.com/

Well I gonna go to bed now gotta wake up early in order to get to class early!!


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Mayeshah!!!

Friends and conforming

I have over 1300 friends on FB and my brother had shown me this video.




Plus it doesnt help that I was mainly depressed that I know so much people but I hardly have any friends. :(
Some of the people I see as friends and truly have my back I still feel distant from them because I am rarely ever show my true personality to them because they will never understand or they will judge me for it. I HATE PPL WHO JUDGE ME AND OTHERS WITHOUT KNOWING ANYTHING ABOUT ME OR OTHERS.

My friend Gr told me that in his book it is bad to conform but I am so soft that I cant help but conform. After conforming and pasting a smile on my face for so long I get tired and just begin to snap and when you snap for a certain amount of time you end up breaking down. That is what I ended up doing. But I am over with this bullshit. I am going to try and find out who I am and hope I find people who loves me for me (other than my family because they have no choice but to love me for who I am and want to be)

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Mayeshah!!!

Pics and a vid!

So depressed right now that I am just gonna be reblogging alot. Most from Bunnies cant write blogs.
I remember watching this early one morning with mom and it was one of the happiest times in my life :(. If I could go back I would.


Cool pics!!

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Mayeshah!!!

WOW!!! Betty White!!!

WOW!!!! That is all I can say WOW!!!!
Just watch, I love her expression!!!


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Mayeshah!!!

Robin Thicke and Estelle

This is an interesting Video. I dont hate it but I dont love it too. When Estelle is singing the bridge or whatever (when she is doing the singing) she sounds good but when she is repeating what she keeps repeating it sounds kinda yucky.

ROBIN THICKE IS SOOO FIIIINNNEEE!!!!!!


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Mayeshah

Ranting Youtube!!

YAY!!! The weekend is almost here!!! YAY!!!

Well I am just here to rant a lil and just be myself for a while.(I have been myself all the time but sometimes you just wanna be someone else).

So I am wondering why Antiguan people who live in the states (or studying) love to go on like they dont know you or are too good to be around other Antiguan ppl!!! I found one and the bitch dont talk to me. I know she Antiguan she knows i am Antiguan but she just a fuckin rasss!!!! She fat rasshole cunt!!! XD but i found another chick who her mom told me that she was up here and she is the roommate of my Food Service group partner's friend (who is also in our class). So I looked her up and saw who her friends were and decided that this chick might not even wanna talk to me. SO I still added her to my fb but I wouldnt be surprised if she doesnt respond back and denies my request. You know why because she probably feels to high soci and "nuff and edge up" (for non-antiguans : "feel too good to associate with other ppl")

OK My ranting is done!!!

So I dunno if you have noticed about the youtube upgrade so I will show you a vid that shows the improvements that happening with youtube.

Here:



Well I have a paper to do and then start some research so I will holla at yall tomorrow!! :D

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Mayeshah!!!

FIIRRREEE!!!!

YAY!!!! Fire Drill. Today we had a fire drill for my my 11:30 class. Well we thought it was an fire drill until they wouldnt let us back in the building for classes. YAY!!!! So we were told to go back to the room and get our bags and stuff. When we were in our classroom we could smell smoke and they said that it was an electrical problem. However, I still have my 1:40 class. In the same building, on the same floor. GREAT!!!

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Mayeshah!!!

20 things I hate about society

This I got from Bunnies cant write blogs!!! AND it is sooo true!!!

1. Body size and appearance: Excuse me? I’m assuming by “body” you mean “skeleton”, correct? I do not like living in a world where we are expected to be stick thin. And we’re surrounded by gorgeous people. Being beautiful is basically an expectation now.
2. : You’re 4. Get the fuck out of that beauty pageant. You wear more makeup than drag queens. I don’t like when 4 year olds are prettier than me.
3. Fitting in: I’m going to make a really cheesy analogy and compare the world to a puzzle, because in a way, it is. If you think about it, we’re all like puzzle pieces, you just need to find where you fit in. Anyone who has ever made a puzzle has had that one piece that you thought went somewhere and kept trying to force it to fit, but then you realized it fit somewhere entirely different. That’s what we do to ourselves. We try so hard to be something we’re not and force ourselves to fit where we don’t belong.
4. Everybody is fake: Celebrities without makeup shouldn’t be a magazine cover. When you go out without makeup and your hair up, it shouldn’t be a shock. It’s natural. Get over it.
5. Reality shows: I admit it, some reality shows (such a Jersey Shore, FIIIIST PUMP!) are my guilty pleasure. I’m ashamed of it though. They’re so fucking stupid. THIS is what TV has become? That’s sad.
6. : ….. you’re sixteen and pregnant. You do not deserve to be on a TV show. Thank you, MTV, for promoting teen pregnancy. What a great world we live in.
7. Too much to do: We are constantly busy. I always make time for myself (probably more time than I should…) but we’re always expected to be doing something productive. I have to make time for myself. I shouldn’t have to make time, that’s ridiculous. You should not be too busy for yourself.
8. Kids are forced to grow up too fast: (this was the best example I had for a picture, hush) Don’t even try to say this isn’t true. When you’re 13, you shouldn’t be worrying about college already. And the amount of stress kids are put under and work we’re given? It’s fucking bullshit.
9. : This is not relevant to my interests, why am I being forced to learn it in school?
10. We are too dependent on technology: This is hypocritical of me considering I don’t know what I’d do without my iPod, phone, and computer, BUUUT that doesn’t change the fact that I hate how dependent I am on them. And technology is getting too smart. I swear, one day the world is going to be taken over by robots.
11. The world is moving too fast: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cL9Wu2kWwSY Watch this.
12. Social networks: This is hypocritical again, oh well. Tumblr doesn’t count for this one. I can’t talk to 99.9% of you face to face and this is the only way we can talk. But when it’s people I know in real life, I don’t want to talk to you on Facebook. Call me or come hang out. The worst are people you never see that message you once every 6 months saying “OMG I MISS YOU SO MUCH!”. Then fucking get off Facebook and make plans with me, you douche waffle.
13. Competitiveness: Everything is competitive now. It’s stupid.
14. : I can’t even listen to the radio anymore. All they play is bubbly pop and meaningless rap. Take your mainstream shit and shove it up your ass.
15. Music: Lyrics mean nothing. If you have a good beat and catchy lyrics, you have a hit. Or you could just sing about drugs and hookers. “Don’t fuck with me cause right now I’m higher than Captain Curk. I swear I be the sickest nigga, you can ask the nurse“…? get out of my life.
16. hEy gU1z! mAh nAm3 izz m1Ch@3ll@!: Children don’t know how to speak English anymore.
17. No one reads anymore: It’s hard to find people who enjoy reading and read a ton of books. Twilight and The Last Song do not count… That just eliminated 97% of the girls in my grade.
18. Stereotypes: You can’t just be ‘you’ anymore. There’s always some other label to go along with it.
19. : I have two points to make about our dear friend, Tiger Woods. One: Is it really that hard to be faithful to one person? Apparently so.
    Two: He cheated on his wife? Okay, great. Why am I hearing about this for months? It’s called a personal life, stay the fuck out of it. I don’t care what’s going on in their marriage, or where people get their groceries. When they’re at home, they’re a regular person. Please treat them like one.
20. This is your kid’s role model: Do you not see the impact this has on kids? They’re going to end up like this —>. … I am not going to live in a world where prostitutes have more class than most 9 year olds.

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Mayeshah!!!

Art Journal 1

One of the assignments I have to do for my Art class is to do weekly Journal Entries and the first Journal entry is to describe and react to a public work of art in Providence. So I decided I was going to do a description and reaction to this mural. I like Murals :) They make me feel good!!! I noticed this Mural one day when going to the Bank and just found it nice and now I will go into depth with it :)

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Mayeshah!!!

Menu!!

I dunno if I told you I was gonna share my Menu for my Food Service class but I will XD
So I will have the type, then what the item is, where it is from, and then the picture. I would love to know what you think of it!!

Appetizer - Mini Wotton Pie (England)
Soup - Chickpea and Spinach Soup (Portugal)
Salad - Cucumber Salad with Sour Cream + Vinegar dressing (Ukraine)
Entre 1 - Potted Chicken (Bulgaria)
Entre 2 - Courgette {this is zucchini} with rice (Italy)
Starch and Veg - Braised Barley + Veg; and Poached Celery (Germany)Dessert - Boyer Cream (Czechoslovakia)(this one is easy to make and it is very pretty so I really wanna do this one:D )Bread - Baguette (France)



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Mayeshah!!!!