Saturday, March 22, 2014

Back In The Day 2005 FULL MOVIE

So I was going through my Watch Later list and I noticed I had this tagged. I decided, why not watch this movie. It started and I saw it had Jah Rule and automatically thought this gonna be cheesy as hell. But then the movie progressed and I saw some other actors and actresses that were familiar to me.



By 30mins into the movie I started wondering wtf am I watching I should stop.  But then the plot thickened like flour in a soup! So I continued watching and was like ... seriously why am I watching this??



Guess what the plot thickened some more. I was like you know what my whole attention is caught. So by the end of this movie I was like OMMMGGGG I CANT BELIEVE THIS!!! I am so happy I continued watching!!!



I would give this movie a 7/10. I would have given it a 10/10 but it had its cheesy elements and even though it was made in 2005 it seemed something closer to 2000 or even the nineties.



So I would say watch it when you just want a good heart felt, this is what family is about kinda flick.









OXXO



Mayeshah!!!

Sunday, March 9, 2014

New Place

MOVING ON UP!! TO THE EAST SIDE!! TO A DELUXE HOUSE ON A HILL!!! MOVING ON UP!! TO THE EAST SIDE!! WE FINALLY GOT A PIECE OF THE PIE!!!!!!!!!!

LOL

So I am moving out of my childhood home. Moving to a location which I think is quite nice. Close to the airport, close to a shopping district, and with a great view of the Ocean (or sea). This is something that I have been looking forward to for the past few years. Not that I don't enjoy living with my parents but at a certain age a person just has to leave their parents and start living their lives!! Be independent.

So the house is really nice. A two bedroom house with a front yard and a small back yard. Two tanks so we don't need to depend on Government water, a small shed in the back of the house  and a really nice sized living area and kitchen.

Pictures are on its way so you would be able to see how awesome this place looks. So Next week Saturday I will be living in my new abode! Which is soo exciting. I am even going to plan a house warming party but that would be a little later because we need to get the place looking great!

So far 2014 is really becoming a time of change.

OXXO

Mayeshah!!!


P.S.: I did this post before I had done the previous one but this was put up as a draft. dag nabbit!!!! 

Friday, March 7, 2014

What are you Anxious about?

I am part of this organization called the ToastMasters Antigua Club which helps members enhance their Public Speaking and Leadership Skills. I have been a member for almost a year now (or something like that) and I have only reached my second speech. I reach much further in my Leadership skill training but that is if I am prepared. Yesterday I found out I was the Host of the evening (Toastmaster) and I wasn't PREPARED. I automatically started to freak out and began having a anxiety attack (not the hyperventilating kind but the kind where I start to shake and cry).

How EMBARRASSING!! I tried to go through with it but I just couldn't stop crying so I had to change roles.

I never knew I actually suffered from Anxiety Attacks until yesterday and looking back at past experiences when I am very anxious about something I get like that.


When I was in university I had a course where I had to be the Sous Chef for a restaurant. The planning and everything was easily completed. The Professor was very impressed by my planning skills but when it came to implementing I began to freak out and all my plans basically went down the drain.

That was one of the reasons I got a B in the class.

This Anxiety also affects me in stressful situations at work. At the reception I would be overwhelmed and it is like my brain shuts down and I am uncertain of what I can and cannot do. When there are 10-20 persons in front of you waiting to check in, you have the phone ringing, people coming to you for keys or information. I automatically shut down.

THIS IS NOT GOOD!

So the next question is how to control this so that I can be a better speaker and leader?

Well there are many ways which I will attempt to share with you over the next few ... weeks? days? months? We will see how this works out.

The first one I may mention is DRUGS.

They have so many drugs out there  that can help you relax. Marijuana, Zoloft (I think that is the name) are used to calm the nerves, make you more relaxed but one of them is not legal and the other might become addicting. Soo I do believe that it is not the best choice when it comes to becoming a better speaker and leader.

So please stay tuned for the next installment of: "What are you Anxious about?"

OXXO

Mayeshah!!!