Ms. Dynamite x Amplify Dot x Lady Leshurr x Lioness

I am not one to go and look for indie artists but when they are introduced to me through a friend or family or even a socialite (Ray W. Johnson, B.Scott) I would look into other stuff that they have done. The above video shows that harmonizing is some of the most epic thing ever. The song was originally done by Ms. Dynamite: Amplify Dot aka A. Dot reminds me soo much of Dizzy Rascal but female. I love this song right now: and Kano is HOOTTT!!!! GOSH!!! Lady Leshurr she is a great asss Rapper. She is a literal mix of Lil Wayne, Busta, and Chris Brown. WOW!!!! This song proves that she can do all of them to her own lyrics and they just sick!!! I love the original but this one is WAYYY BETTER!!! and last but most def not least Lioness is a great lyricist. I like her style. Check this one out not only does it sound sick but it got some dub in the back: So hope you enjoyed them as much as I did ;) OXXO Mayeshah!!!

The Greatest Speech Ever Made

hope this is as inspiring to you as it was to me!!!

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Mayeshah!!!

It's Your Choice to Be Miserable

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Mayeshah!!

The Negativity Bias

It is interesting how I can relate alot of what this guy says to my everyday life!!



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Mayeshah!!!

A lil piece of my mind!

It is interesting that you could be around a dozen or more people and still feel oh soo alone. I have heard people mention it but when that is how I feel everytime I hang out that is when I begin to worry. Unless I am in a very relaxed state and my conscience is on the sidelines chilling I feel very frigid and dont know how to interact around people. (Even worst guys). I know people can sense that i am uncomfortable but I dont know how to over come. Then one of my friends asked me what happened in my past to make me react like this and I truly have no idea. I know there has been some experiences that I have forced out of my mind and do not remember them on purpose. Last night I went to an open mic poetry and I have discovered being alone you think some crazy shit. You could be surrounded by complete strangers and some acquaintances and nothing over the top jumps into mind but as soon as you are alone and have tons of time on your hands you start to think all kinda crap. Ok, I dont know where this is going or where this is gonna finish so I will end now. OXXO Mayeshah!!!

The Help!!!

First I must let you know I am no movie critic or anything. But I must tell you that next to "Easy A" I am going to place "The Help" on my top best movies recently seen. Emma Stone was who attracted me to this movie but when I left I was sooo proud to be a black woman today. The movie made you laugh your head off and cry (literally cry with water coming down your face). It makes you look back at what black people had to put up with in the USA just 50 years ago. It also makes you think of all the ignorant people who was living back then and to believe that a few of them still living in this world today. If there is one thing I must tell anyone who is reading this, it would be make sure you watch this movie. If you try to compare it to anything, you better put it second place to The Colour Purple. It was that good. The characters were really strong and they were introduced well. At the end of the movie all the loose ends were tied up and you didnt leave the cinema wondering WTF? However, I did say this movie made me proud to be a black woman today, but it also makes me feel sorry that there are soo many black women who either dont know what happened in the past or they just dont care. It also makes me think about what people expected when they encounter a maid. They basically want them to do what people do in Restaurants and Hotels but in a degrading manner and with very little if any please and thank you from their masters. I shall not write too much now since I am going to do some searches for some Service articles and maybe even relate it to this movie. OH and if there is one thing I can leave with you is makes sure you watch this Well ttfn OXXO Mayeshah!!!

Marilyn Manson - The Beautiful People

I feel slightly lost. I cant say that I wanna be like this but people say that as you get older you will mature and act more like an adult. But as I do that I feel like I have lost a major part of my personality and everything. For the past two days I have went back to what makes me quite happy. MUSIC!!! not just any music but Rock, heavy metal, and the sort. They make me feel like i am not in a very bad position but now the different songs make me feel like they were written for me. Please send out positive energy to get me out of this. OXXO Mayeshah!!!

Linkin Park - Breaking The Habit (Lyrics)

This is a great some that I need to take to heart with my own life!!! I have a bunch of habits that I need to break!!!

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Mayeshah!!!

Break the Chains

I have come across many different concepts in life and I truly have no idea which one is the one that suits me best.

In the video above he is basically saying do you. Don't do what others expect of you and don't do what your fears are forcing you to do (which I find is the hardest thing not to do.

However, I have some friends who live by the concept of live to be happy. If you are not happy move on and find happiness. Which is what I have been trying to achieve for the time being.

Then the rest of the world is like buck down and learn from the bad times and reward yourself for the good times. But then if there are more bad times than good times, that is alot of information to retain.

However, I am in a slight dilemma where I am now in a position at work where I am doing something that I was trying to get away from when choosing my career. :(
The reason I have chosen the career field I am in is because I love the interaction with different people from all around the world. When I started the job as a hostess, I had that great experience and after a few months of intense training I have fit in. Now that I am in this new position I have very little interaction with guest (which is the main reason I decided not to go into Business Management), have to construct email which have to be at a level which I might not reach in the next couple of weeks, and other administrative tasks which makes me miserable and makes me wanna die. I have no issues with the idea that I will have to do those tasks while operating a hotel but I at least want to know more about the establishment before being forced to do such tasks.

I miss the guests. I have interacted with some very interesting people some of which I still keep in contact with (ok just one).

Since I started working in my career field I have never been sick and no matter how much I say I am going to call in sick I never do because I truly enjoy the interaction with the guest. Now that I am in the administrative setting I have gotten a severe cold and still trying not to call in sick due to the situation that I am still on probation and don't want to seem like I am sick because of the position I am in now.

But then there are everyone else who believes that the reason I studied hotel management was to be working in a management position. Which is partly true. The main reason was because I wanted to have the theoretical understanding about the industry and then gain the technical experience. From there I would move on and be my own boss and do what I need to do.

I want to follow what Aman is saying and don't do what others expect me to do; as well as do what my friends advise and be happy and aim for that. I believe that on the quest of happiness you will come across some humps and hurdles that is what you learn from but in the end you are happy. But I will try and suck it up (unless I have a mental breakdown and need to be administered into the psych ward) and carry out my duties to the best of my abilities.

Well I need to wake up in the next few ours so I shall try and go back to sleep and hope that I stop dreaming about having to draft up emails. Wish me luck.

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Mayeshah!!!