I feel slightly lost. I cant say that I wanna be like this but people say that as you get older you will mature and act more like an adult. But as I do that I feel like I have lost a major part of my personality and everything. For the past two days I have went back to what makes me quite happy. MUSIC!!! not just any music but Rock, heavy metal, and the sort. They make me feel like i am not in a very bad position but now the different songs make me feel like they were written for me. Please send out positive energy to get me out of this. OXXO Mayeshah!!!