Sunday, May 2, 2010

FML :( again!!!

OMG :'(

I have so much work and I cant focus any more. I have my actual for my menu due on Tuesday and I don't reach anywhere. I have a big ass project due on Wednesday and I even more don't reach anywhere. I have another paper in which I haven't even started plus my journals both or which are for my art class. And then I decided to take a lil bread and look at a few jobs out there and came across this and just broke down.

https://rosewoodhotels.ats.hrsmart.com/cgi-bin/a/highlightjob.cgi?jobid=3645

I don't think I am ready for this. I don't think I can do it!!! :(
Before I thought oh I have two parents who are entrepreneurs so i should have some skills that they have gained over the years and work off of those but I don't even think i am ready for an entry level position in a hotel. :'(

I am soo scared all of those qualifications and requirements I don't know if I can do all of that.

:( I am soo overwhelmed right now I cant stand it. I literally want to curl up in a corner and die for a while.

Or maybe just a glass of wine to help kill some of the brain cells. GOD!!!!

I am sooo in pain right now I am in some serious pain in my chest because I am sooo scared.
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