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I might be a day late but we in Antigua are celebrating today as Christmas as well!!! I hope all of you have a great Christmas season and enter the new year with Health, Wealth and prosperity.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!

OXXO

Mayeshah!!!

A predicament!

Ok I am in a predicament. I actually like a guy who likes me and I think I am brave enough to check him out. :| But I am also talking to another dude who I know he is interested in me and I find him interesting. Now I am like should I see what happens with this first dude and hope shit goes well.
My fear is that I will give up on it really quickly or I might be tooo clingy (like giving cling wrap a run for its money) But then it runs through my mind what if it isnt even like that, what if he just wants a shag and then move on ?(I know I used shag and that is British and I am not but I am watching Misfits :P) But yeah. Or even worst he is over obsessed or I am over obsessed? Now what if it turns out I marry this dude (ok i know I am jumping the gun here) but what if it happens?
Normally I would just wait for this wave to pass (wave as in a group of guys interested in me at the same time since that is how it turns out to happen all the time) I just dont know :(

Well this was just a random thought that I figured I should put out in the cyberworld for it to be swallowed up and move on with my life.

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Mayeshah!!!

Why am I single? #2

The second topic my sister had done was "Childhood Issues".

Now I dont want you to think I am just copying off of my sister but we are closer than we think we are. While her childhood issue was around specific events, mine was on my entire growing up from primary school up to now. 

Because I was a big girl when I was young, I looked like I(or maybe even had) matured even faster than necessary. So I was getting all this attention from guys who was in their 20s and 30s (even 40s) and I was 8-10. So from that age I noticed that I had some power being a woman and all but because of my age (and the fact that I was always around family and family friends) I pretty much had to ward off any attention that I used to get. So I had always loved wearing baggy clothes (men's jeans and a large or extra large shirt). That did very well for a long time. But then when I was in high school one of my teachers told my mom that I should be wearing proper girly clothes (bearing in mind this teacher was a guy).

So one day my grades was really low (I cant tell if it was end of yr or end of term) but my mom was soo upset with me that she told me not to wear my baggy clothes anymore. :(   That made me sad but I knew she was very serious. So since then all the attention came back and I have been turning guys down ever since. It has now become a norm to turn down guys. :(  I know this is lame but unless I make a conscious effort to hang out with a male friend (or friends kinda force me to) 

It even comes unconsciously because one of my friends was asking me out when I was in Uni and I gave all kinda excuses of why I wasnt gonna go. When my roommates noticed what was going on they basically arranged for me to go. 

So guys bear with me I am a hard nut to crack but once opened I can be pretty cool!!

Happiness vs Fulfillment

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It is a little long (ok hella long) but it makes you think about the purpose of life. It is a good watch.

OXXO

Mayeshah!!!

Why am I single?

My sister had done a couple posts on "Why am I single". I dont think I am as dedicated as she is, so these will be very sporadic. Maybe even every time I see one for her.
So, the first one she did was "I look Christian".


I have been addressed with this before as well. To be honest a few weeks ago one of the guys at work asked me if I was a Christian. I answered no, he then asked me if I was married. Again my answer was no, but then I asked why? He then said "Oh, you look and act like a Christian."

I was once again shocked that just because I am not ask loud and obnoxious as most non-christian women in Antigua are.While my sister said she was a non-practicing Pentecostal, I am more on the verge of full on Atheist. I must say that there are a few things that I cant answer as an atheist (like ghost and the power of prayer) but I must say Science and Logic has and can cancel out alot of crap that we are fed.

So I might lose some friends or people might look at me a different way but I am one of the farthest things from Christian. Shoot, the only reason I haven't acted out what runs through my mind is because of my family reputation as a M**** and my personal reputation that I would live with for the rest of my life.

So, please and thank you, stop asking and assuming that I am Christian or Married. I am just a morally adjusted person. And dont label me either cause that wont help either.

Nuvo Lime Sorbet!!!

OMG!!!

Now that I have found how to get Nuvo in Antigua (a few places have them for around $30-46US), they bring out a new one.


How the hell am I gonna get this one? FUCK ME!!! This is the new Lemon Sorbet (as stated right there ^)
How did I find out about this new one? Because of this beautiful masterpiece of a video from Wale!! And when I saw it I was like :| wtf is that?????!!! and why is it not on my taste buds right now!!!??????

If Anyone has tried it please tell me and if you can send me one post me a comment with your email address so that I can give you my postal address.

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Mayeshah!!!

Chelsea Settles

Ok now this is a general thank you to that gal who had went on youtube dissing the show Chelsea Settles.

Now watching that show I actually feel like I am connected to someone in the world when it comes to weight and also mental blocks against things. Every episode makes me wanna go out and do something with my life. I know that here in the Caribbean you are somewhat restricted in some way or another. So I would not be able to achieve as much as she has but that mental blocks are things I need to take a sledge hammer and bulldozer to and flatten them.

I will see if I can find the video that the chick had dissed Chelsea and give you a formal introduction to Chelsea Settles. :D

Well I getting sleepy now and I suppose I will go on to bed now.

Oh and I have gotten back into my heavy metal rock and alt. rock. I never realized how much that makes me feel when I want to blank out the entire world.

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Mayeshah!!!

Tranquility Bay Hotel

This Friday I went to a hotel which seems to be a branch off of a well known resort. I had applied to this hotel for a job but never heard any response from there. But I realised why this Friday. The name of this hotel is Tranquility Bay Hotel. It is a branch off of the Jolly Beach Resort (well I think it is since you have to go through the Jolly Beach Security to reach this hotel.

It was me and like 10 other people. When we reached the front desk I notice that the structure of the building is actually a shipping container.

I love that since I had seen a hotel with homes which were shipping containers. However I took points off that the front desk agent didnt inform us where our room was. There was four or five building each of which had different names and so forth. So two of my friends went to find the room while we finished checking in.

When you reach the building that you are in the doors are heavy ass entrance doors with the card locks which I loved sooo much because the hotel I work at has the key locks and they piss me off as hell since right now I am training in Housekeeping and we need a whole bunch of keys for the different rooms/blocks.

When I walked in th room I was highly disappointed because the living room was very tacky. I have always had a problem with floral print on furniture (sofas, chairs, beds, shit even walls). Even though they didnt have florals this is what they had instead.

The saving grace about the room was the fact that the sofa was a flip out sofa bed and I loved that about the sofa. Kinda like this:

The Kitchen was great and very updated. I loved it. ( You can go on the website to see the kitchen). It was a fully stocked kitchen with all the glasses and utensils dishes and even pots and pans.

But when I walked around the entire two bedroom suite I noticed the little things that the hotel I work at was missing. Like the folders that tell you everything about the hotel and their policies. Then I went into the bathroom and they were missing soaps and wash cloths. One of the bathrooms had the toilet paper on the other side of the room, so you had to reach across while on the toilet to get to the tp.

The hotel on a whole was really good and I would still like to work there.

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Mayeshah!!!

P.S.

I would love to get a sofa like that in my living room or if I have a Suite have that as a bed. :D



Remember Remember the 5th of Novembet

After seeing this I had gotten a great interest in Guy Fawkes and the Gunpowder Treason. Well I hope this is of great entertainment and information to you. The BBC version of the Gunpowder Plot OXXO Mayeshah!!!

Ricky Gervais

I know I am going to get a lot of debate on this and people will not see me in the same light. However I find that Ricky is pretty right in his transfer from Christianity to Atheist. Hope his views are as interesting to you as it was to me. Then there was Steve Harvey who mentions that religion is basically a moral barometer for everyone. However in this video who gives explanations to what Steve said. OXXO Mayeshah!!!

SURVIVING HALLOWEEN - Kingsley

Kingsley is here to help us survive Halloween. Well I know this might be late but Halloween was just a few hrs ago so it could still be helpful.









Hope you survived!!

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Mayeshah

Joe Rogan - Drugs and Responsibility

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Extra Butter, Please - Halloween Special

This was just too hilarious!!!! I loved the first one though. It was sooo sweet!!!

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Mayeshah!!!

Larry King interview by Asathecomic

I have always had much respect for Larry King and this is such an eye opening view of him. I especially loved the story about the cop. If I was in the right place when he spoke about it I would have cried. OXXO Mayeshah!!!

I need to watch this movie. Not only was this guy epic cool in Fraiser (the few episodes I have seen) But in this he is just like WOW!!!!
Now just to find it. :(
However with these movise here I would like to watch on HBO or something they seem nice and warm. This I would watch because it gots in Milla Jovovich (known from 5th element, Resident evil and Perfect Getaway) BEAUTIFUL CAST!!! MUST WATCH THIS!!! OXXO Mayeshah!!!

How to drink Absinthe

Ok I have always been a fan of Absinthe but I never really drank it. But A friend of mine said that she had tasted it and had to spit it out. However she didnt do it the right way, she did it as a shot!!!! OOHHH NOOOO!!!!!! Well here is the true way to do it!!! So nxt time (hopefully I am there to coordinate that they do this right) we will do this the right way!!! Hope it is of some great use to you!

The traditional method for drinking absinthe is to mix it with water and sugar. How much you mix in of each is up to the drinker and how they want it to taste. This article will go over several of the common methods and how to mix it in a traditional way.
Order Absinthe OnlineMeasuring out the Absinthe

First get together everything you need. You will need a glass, water, sugar, a spoon, absinthe, and something to measure it all out with. To the left is a picture of a traditional reservour and absinthe spoon.

Next Measure out one to two ounces of absinthe into your glass. The usual ratio of absinthe to water is 1:3 or 1:5. For a traditional glass 2oz at 1:3 will give an 8oz drink and fill most of the glass. If you would like to make it a little weaker you can put in only 1oz for a 6oz drink after adding 5oz of water.

Adding Sugar
If the kiss of the green fairy is too bitter for your tastes you can add sugar. The traditional way is to place an absinthe spoon over the glass and slowly drip cold water through the sugar cube to disolve it into the absinthe.

Burning Absinthe

Burning Absinthe is not traditional, but it will easily amaze your friends. To do it drip some absinthe onto the sugar cube and light it on fire. Hold it over the glass and let the carmalized sugar drip down into the absinthe in the glass.
The Easy Way
If you don't have an absinthe spoon, sugar cubes, or an absinthe glass you can just use granulated sugar, mix it in any suitable glass like a normal drink, and save yourself some time. The green fairy may show up in sweat pants and a janky t-shirt, but its all good.

Time to party like its 1899!
Now just mix it all together with your spoon and your absinthe is ready to drink. Absinthe is best in moderation. The wormwood and thujone effects are strong, but if you drink too much it will be similiar to just drinking too much alcohol since absinthe is usually a very high proof. For that reason its effects will be more noticable if you have not already been drinking when you bust out the absinthe.

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Mayeshah!!!

3 Techniques to Rewrite Your Memory

6 Laws You've Broken Without Even Realizing It

Here’s a funny (yet informative) article I ran across this morning on cracked.com, so of course I had to share it with all of you! 
None of us can claim with a straight face that we’ve never done anything illegal, be it speeding, drunkenly stealing a shrink-wrapped pickle from a bowling alley or hunting the homeless for sport. But on the whole, we’re upstanding citizens. After all, it’s not like we’re out there breaking the law on a daily basis.
Wanna bet? Because all of the stuff below is illegal in most of, if not all of, the United States. If you live outside the U.S., you need to double check to see if you can get jail time for …

#6. Connecting to Unsecure Wi-Fi Networks

Due to the current popularity of tiny computers and man’s relentless desire to watch nudity absolutely everywhere, Wi-Fi hotspot usage is on the rise. Unfortunately, with that comes the problem of people, knowingly or not, connecting to unsecure wireless networks without permission. It’s not like hacking the freaking Pentagon here — if you’re in public, your computer will automatically look for a signal and, if there’s no security (such as a password) to get online, you can connect to it in seconds. Say you’re on a park bench a block away from Starbucks, but their signal juuust reaches you. So, you log in and check your email.

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And by “email” we mean “hardcore dwarf BDSM porn.”

Hell, if they left it unsecured, they probably WANT people to use it, right? And even if not, it’s not like it can get you thrown in prison.
Oh wait … it totally can.

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“I told you, all but one of those dwarfs consented!”

What Did I Do?!
Say hello to the Computer Fraud and Abuse Act, which makes it a crime to gain “unauthorized access” to a computer or a website. What does “unauthorized access” actually mean? Nobody knows. But the law says it applies to wireless routers. Luckily, law enforcement has lately become more lenient in enforcing “Wi-Fi squatting” in relation to the CFAA. So they probably won’t bust you for the federal crime of stealing wireless Internet (even though they totally could, if they some day feel like it), but it doesn’t matter, because that’s where your state’s laws kick in.

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“Castle Doctrine applies to your home Wi-Fi network, right?”

Almost every state out there has regulations against unlawful access to computers and networks – a third-degree felony that carries with it a prison sentence of at least two years and up to 10 grand in fines. Yes, arrests for stealing Wi-Fi are rare because it’s difficult to catch someone in the act. But don’t go thinking that your Internet habits definitely won’t get you shanked in the prison courtyard someday. We know of at least four cases, from Florida, Illinois, Michigan and Alaska, where people were arrested for using someone else’s wireless Internet.
While ultimately none of them were charged with a felony, one man got slapped with a $400 fine and 40 hours of community service for using the unauthorized Wi-Fi connection … to check his email.

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One of these men is guilty of rape. The other was caught playing WoW behind an Arby’s.

#5. Singing “Happy Birthday to You” in Public

If you ever had a birthday party at Chuck E. Cheese’s, you probably have endless fond memories: the cardboard pizza, the shitty, half-broken arcade games and soda served in the tiniest paper thimbles ever created. OK, maybe it kind of sucked in retrospect. But it could have been worse. For example, your parents could get a subpoena to appear in court for being part of a public performance of “Happy Birthday to You,” which as it turns out is totally illegal.
What Did I Do?!
It’s copyrighted. Usually that would only affect people who are singing it while attempting to make a profit (the lady your dad hired to jump out of your birthday cake, for instance). However, the American Society of Composers, Authors and Publishers (ASCAP) requested that the Girl Scouts pay royalties for “Happy Birthday to You,” and other songs they’d been singing around the campfire without a single stripper, or paying customer in attendance.

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There must be SOME way to get at all that sweet cookie money.

Presumably thinking that this was a prank by the girls from the camp across the lake, the Girl Scouts consulted an attorney who found that the law applied to any “public performance.” Going by the strict letter of the law, you have to pay anytime you sing the song “where a substantial number of persons outside of a normal circle of a family and its social acquaintances is gathered.”

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“Sound familiar, shit bird?”

The first version of the popular birthday song, titled “Good Morning to All,” was composed way back in 1868 by sisters Mildred and Patty Hill, before the Summy Company copyrighted it in 1935, together with the now-famous lyrics. Today, that copyright belongs to Time Warner, meaning that any restaurant or movie that wants to use the song where everyone can hear it must pay the company royalties.

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Artists have a right to be compensated. Or, if they’re dead and have no descendants,

a faceless corporation has the right to profit from their work.

You can still sing it legally in the privacy of your own home, and you will probably get away with singing it out in the open, provided that you’re not on a reality TV show. Of course, if you’re anything like most small business owners, you’ll just pay up because you don’t want to face Time Warner in court. Enough of them pay royalties that the song garners a cool $2 million dollars a year in royalties.
Or if you want to be extra safe, you can do what many restaurant chains do and just invent your own special version of the lyrics, assuming you don’t mind looking and sounding like a stupid asshole.

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“Today you left your mom’s vagina, now why not visit South Carolina?”

As you may imagine, the PR shitstorm that followed the girl scouts fiasco caused ASCAP to back away and deny they were serious about that whole paying royalties thing. And a private birthday party getting ratted out is probably much less likely than a giant organization like the Girl Scouts. Of course, that cuts both ways, since in the case of the Girl Scouts it was public shame, not the law, that stopped any legal action. Don’t count on it to save you.

#4. Using Fake Names on the Internet

Here’s an easy one. Everyone uses fake names online, be it on Facebook, Xbox Live or Gustav’s Pornography Dungeon. And really, why should you give out your real identity to some random site when typing “Michael J Cocks” in the name field is both faster and more secure?

Maybe because using fake names on the Internet can get you arrested and charged with the federal crime of hacking?
What Did I Do?!
Oh, hey, look at that. It’s the Computer Fraud and Abuse Act again, with its vague wording that you’ve probably violated over and over again in the last 24 hours.

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“Sorry, sir, but your DC Universe Online handle technically counts as a false identity.”

Due to the that line that makes any “unauthorized access” illegal, it can be anything from illegally accessing the White House’s website and exploding the president’s toilet (computers can do that, right?) to using a false name during an online registration process. After all, in both cases you’re gaining access to a computer in a way that its owner didn’t authorize, which constitutes “hacking” and is, according to the letter of the law, punishable with five to 20 years in prison.
In 2010, Matthew Lacroix, a Rhode Island prison guard, was arrested for creating a fake profile of his boss on Facebook. Now, to be clear, it wasn’t to proclaim his boss’ love for Stargate fan fiction or to commit some kind of fraud. The profile just … existed, so in the end, Lacroix was convicted simply of using “fraudulent information” (i.e. a fake name) and had to pay $500 to the Victims Indemnity Fund. A similar thing happened with Lori Drew, a 50-year-old woman who harassed a teenage girl over Myspace until she committed suicide (OK, maybe not THAT similar). It was back when cyber-bullying laws weren’t in full effect, so Drew was charged with a misdemeanor under the CFAA regulations for creating a fake Myspace profile.

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If you change your legal name to Bonertron69, they’ve got nothing on you.

The only reason Lacroix and Drew never faced felony charges was because they didn’t know it was illegal to put fake personal information on the Internet. Though we have to say, we can’t remember “I didn’t know it was illegal!” exempting us from any other crimes. That’s actually going to come in pretty damned useful.

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“It’s alright, officer! I just don’t understand your local laws.”

3. Betting With Friends

So, you’re drinking away at the local bar, trying not to think about how your significant other shouted “Ray Romano” during sex last week, when you notice the game playing on the TV. Turning to your buddy, you bet him that the defending team will definitely make the next basket. They don’t. You bet again and again, upping the ante each time. At the end of the night, you’ve bet and lost more than $2,000.
Angry at yourself, you get up to leave, when suddenly a SWAT team storms the place, pushes you to the ground and cuffs you.

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“Is this about the dead hookers? It is, isn’t it?”

What Did I Do?!
You see, all those bets you made violated the Illegal Gambling Act of 1970. According to the IGA, any betting that goes against state or local law, involves five or more people and has a revenue of at least $2,000 in one day constitutes an illegal gambling operation, punishable by up to 10 years in prison.

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By comparison, punching your wife warrants about a tenth of the jail time.

And that SWAT team/bar wager scenario we described above? That really happened. The guy’s name was Sal Culosi, and in 2005 he was overheard in a bar by a Virginia cop betting with his friends on college football to the tune of like $50. The cop befriended Culosi, and over the course of a couple of months led him to raise the stakes until one day Culosi crossed the magical border of $2,000.
A SWAT team arrived at his doorstep to arrest him and shot him through the heart.

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It turns out gambling really does cause violence. Police violence, but still.

#2. Writing “Disturbing” Material

Are you an aspiring writer age 16 to 24? If so, how is your zombie story coming along? Seriously, even if you’re not really into stuff like that, there must be some piece of “dark” writing you left behind somewhere, like a blog or a LiveJournal or a Facebook posting about some weird vampire Nazi dream you had or some moody lyrics you wrote back when you had a beard and a single pair of jeans.
Well, you better hope that no one finds what you’ve written “disturbing,” because your goth phase might be breaking the law.

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Honestly? We’re OK with this one.

What Did I Do?!
Some state laws actually make it illegal to write about things that can freak other people out. Illinois, for example, has regulations against “disorderly conduct,” which usually means stuff like prank calling 911, but can also apply to writing “disturbing fiction.”
No, it doesn’t even matter whether you make it public or not. If someone reads something you wrote and finds it reprehensibly soul-poisoning, you may face 30 days of jail time and a $1,500 fine.

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And yet, Stephenie Meyer walks free.

In Kentucky, writing about a fictional military attack can result in a second-degree FELONY charge of making terrorist threats. And in Oklahoma, a completely made-up story wherein a person gets injured or killed can get you arrested for planning to cause serious bodily harm, the maximum penalty for which is 10 years in prison.
In 2007, a Chicago high school student named Allen Lee was arrested for disorderly conduct over a class writing assignment involving stream of consciousness where the students were supposed to write whatever came to their minds. Instead of page after page filled with “boobs” and “weed,” Lee ended up with an unsurprisingly nonsensical jumble of words and phrases, including “Super Mario,” “ballet” and four instances of “stab.” After reading his assignment, Lee’s teacher turned it in to the school officials, who collectively decided that they must expel the straight-A student and have him arrested. You know, before he goes on a writing spree.

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“Call the police, we have a Code Kafka! Repeat, CODE KAFKA!”

Oklahoma high school student Brian Robertson found himself in an even more baffling situation in 2001, when he discovered an evacuation manual on the school computer and used it as a basis to write a story about a commando attack on his school. When his teacher discovered the story, Robertson was immediately suspended and arrested under the Oklahoma statute preventing “planning acts of violence.” Though in the end the case was thrown out, Robertson missed a year of school and was fired from his job, which you may notice leaves him with both the knowledge and the motive to carry out his fictitious assault.

#1. Owning a Permanent Marker

Let’s say you’re relaxing in the park one day when the cops come up and ask to talk to you. Apparently there was a string of muggings in the area and they’d like to search your bag. You agree because you’ve done no wrong and have nothing to hide, but also because they’re cops and they have guns. Inside your bag, they find all the usual stuff: textbooks, pens, permanent markers, a mini flamethrower, the drug salvia and the insanely explosive compound tannerite. You know, nothing illegal.
Pleased with your law-abidingness, you reach to get your bag back when suddenly the cops grab you by the arm and haul you off to jail.

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What Did I Do?!
Actually, it was about the permanent markers. According to basically every anti-graffiti state law out there, it is illegal simply to possess “broad-tipped indelible markers” or “aerosol cans” in a public place, because they can be used to commit acts of vandalism. You can find such regulations all over the United States, from Florida to New York to California, which also make it a crime to buy permanent markers for anyone under 18. California, remember, is a state where it is legal to buy weed if you have a doctor’s note.
On the one hand, it’s kind of understandable, seeing as in California alone the removal of graffiti costs millions of dollars each year. On the other hand, it also means you theoretically can spend up to a year in prison for holding outdoor arts and crafts classes for homeless orphans, and it technically makes any art school guilty of possessing contraband.

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“Screw busting grow houses. Art class is where the real money is.”

But That Will Never Happen to Me, Right?
Since a 2007 felony arrest for tagging, a reformed ex-graffiti artist from California, Cristian Gheorghiu, was arrested a number of times for breaking parole because the authorities kept finding “vandalism tools” in his apartment. There were stickers, posters, a computer and markers, which, according to the sheriff’s office, clearly pointed to Gheorghiu’s revived criminal activity, and not the fact that he’s making a living nowadays selling legitimate art.

The Art of Smear
Put it on a canvas, and suddenly it’s no longer offensive garbage.

Right now, these parole violations (aka “owning stuff”) can make it illegal for Gheorghiu to possess even a ballpoint pen. But OK, the guy was on parole, so as long as you don’t get arrested for vandalism or graffiti, carrying markers shouldn’t be a problem, right?
Not exactly. Just take a look at the case of the 13-year-old from Oklahoma who was taken into custody by the police for allegedly writing on his desk, which violated an Oklahoma City ordinance against the possession of permanent markers.

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Hope the jail time is worth it, clowndick.

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Mayeshah!!!

Decor and building

 I love the wooden wall that is ohh so nice and I would like to use it just like that going up a stairwell.


I kinda like having the wooden wall as the back wall behind the bed but I would move around me room soo much that it wouldnt stay behind the bedhead.


I love the exterior of this place. It reminds me of Bath but colourful. The wooden banister on upstairs balcony really turns me on. I would use that style for an apartment complex.


I like the dark coloured woods against the clean crisp white walls and bed.


All I have to say is I like.


I hate the whitness but I like the layout!!!

Source: Desire to inspire

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Mayeshah!!!

6 Laws You've Broken Without Even Realizing It!!

6 Laws You've Broken Without Even Realizing It!!

Pure and utter bullshit and that is why I live in the Caribbean!!

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Mayeshah!!!

Mortal Kombat Legacy - Scorpion vs Sub Zero

I love this video because you know that Scorpion was a bad ass but this made him look like someone that you could actually come across. The other MK movies make him a guy who is dead and has a snake or long ass worm like creature all up in his hand. But this was bad ass!!!
I also have much respect for Sub Zero in this.



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Ms. Dynamite x Amplify Dot x Lady Leshurr x Lioness

I am not one to go and look for indie artists but when they are introduced to me through a friend or family or even a socialite (Ray W. Johnson, B.Scott) I would look into other stuff that they have done. The above video shows that harmonizing is some of the most epic thing ever. The song was originally done by Ms. Dynamite: Amplify Dot aka A. Dot reminds me soo much of Dizzy Rascal but female. I love this song right now: and Kano is HOOTTT!!!! GOSH!!! Lady Leshurr she is a great asss Rapper. She is a literal mix of Lil Wayne, Busta, and Chris Brown. WOW!!!! This song proves that she can do all of them to her own lyrics and they just sick!!! I love the original but this one is WAYYY BETTER!!! and last but most def not least Lioness is a great lyricist. I like her style. Check this one out not only does it sound sick but it got some dub in the back: So hope you enjoyed them as much as I did ;) OXXO Mayeshah!!!

The Greatest Speech Ever Made

hope this is as inspiring to you as it was to me!!!

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It's Your Choice to Be Miserable

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Mayeshah!!

The Negativity Bias

It is interesting how I can relate alot of what this guy says to my everyday life!!



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Mayeshah!!!

A lil piece of my mind!

It is interesting that you could be around a dozen or more people and still feel oh soo alone. I have heard people mention it but when that is how I feel everytime I hang out that is when I begin to worry. Unless I am in a very relaxed state and my conscience is on the sidelines chilling I feel very frigid and dont know how to interact around people. (Even worst guys). I know people can sense that i am uncomfortable but I dont know how to over come. Then one of my friends asked me what happened in my past to make me react like this and I truly have no idea. I know there has been some experiences that I have forced out of my mind and do not remember them on purpose. Last night I went to an open mic poetry and I have discovered being alone you think some crazy shit. You could be surrounded by complete strangers and some acquaintances and nothing over the top jumps into mind but as soon as you are alone and have tons of time on your hands you start to think all kinda crap. Ok, I dont know where this is going or where this is gonna finish so I will end now. OXXO Mayeshah!!!

The Help!!!

First I must let you know I am no movie critic or anything. But I must tell you that next to "Easy A" I am going to place "The Help" on my top best movies recently seen. Emma Stone was who attracted me to this movie but when I left I was sooo proud to be a black woman today. The movie made you laugh your head off and cry (literally cry with water coming down your face). It makes you look back at what black people had to put up with in the USA just 50 years ago. It also makes you think of all the ignorant people who was living back then and to believe that a few of them still living in this world today. If there is one thing I must tell anyone who is reading this, it would be make sure you watch this movie. If you try to compare it to anything, you better put it second place to The Colour Purple. It was that good. The characters were really strong and they were introduced well. At the end of the movie all the loose ends were tied up and you didnt leave the cinema wondering WTF? However, I did say this movie made me proud to be a black woman today, but it also makes me feel sorry that there are soo many black women who either dont know what happened in the past or they just dont care. It also makes me think about what people expected when they encounter a maid. They basically want them to do what people do in Restaurants and Hotels but in a degrading manner and with very little if any please and thank you from their masters. I shall not write too much now since I am going to do some searches for some Service articles and maybe even relate it to this movie. OH and if there is one thing I can leave with you is makes sure you watch this Well ttfn OXXO Mayeshah!!!

Marilyn Manson - The Beautiful People

I feel slightly lost. I cant say that I wanna be like this but people say that as you get older you will mature and act more like an adult. But as I do that I feel like I have lost a major part of my personality and everything. For the past two days I have went back to what makes me quite happy. MUSIC!!! not just any music but Rock, heavy metal, and the sort. They make me feel like i am not in a very bad position but now the different songs make me feel like they were written for me. Please send out positive energy to get me out of this. OXXO Mayeshah!!!

Linkin Park - Breaking The Habit (Lyrics)

This is a great some that I need to take to heart with my own life!!! I have a bunch of habits that I need to break!!!

OXXO

Mayeshah!!!

Break the Chains

I have come across many different concepts in life and I truly have no idea which one is the one that suits me best.

In the video above he is basically saying do you. Don't do what others expect of you and don't do what your fears are forcing you to do (which I find is the hardest thing not to do.

However, I have some friends who live by the concept of live to be happy. If you are not happy move on and find happiness. Which is what I have been trying to achieve for the time being.

Then the rest of the world is like buck down and learn from the bad times and reward yourself for the good times. But then if there are more bad times than good times, that is alot of information to retain.

However, I am in a slight dilemma where I am now in a position at work where I am doing something that I was trying to get away from when choosing my career. :(
The reason I have chosen the career field I am in is because I love the interaction with different people from all around the world. When I started the job as a hostess, I had that great experience and after a few months of intense training I have fit in. Now that I am in this new position I have very little interaction with guest (which is the main reason I decided not to go into Business Management), have to construct email which have to be at a level which I might not reach in the next couple of weeks, and other administrative tasks which makes me miserable and makes me wanna die. I have no issues with the idea that I will have to do those tasks while operating a hotel but I at least want to know more about the establishment before being forced to do such tasks.

I miss the guests. I have interacted with some very interesting people some of which I still keep in contact with (ok just one).

Since I started working in my career field I have never been sick and no matter how much I say I am going to call in sick I never do because I truly enjoy the interaction with the guest. Now that I am in the administrative setting I have gotten a severe cold and still trying not to call in sick due to the situation that I am still on probation and don't want to seem like I am sick because of the position I am in now.

But then there are everyone else who believes that the reason I studied hotel management was to be working in a management position. Which is partly true. The main reason was because I wanted to have the theoretical understanding about the industry and then gain the technical experience. From there I would move on and be my own boss and do what I need to do.

I want to follow what Aman is saying and don't do what others expect me to do; as well as do what my friends advise and be happy and aim for that. I believe that on the quest of happiness you will come across some humps and hurdles that is what you learn from but in the end you are happy. But I will try and suck it up (unless I have a mental breakdown and need to be administered into the psych ward) and carry out my duties to the best of my abilities.

Well I need to wake up in the next few ours so I shall try and go back to sleep and hope that I stop dreaming about having to draft up emails. Wish me luck.

OXXO

Mayeshah!!!

SKRILLEX - Scary Monsters And Nice Sprites

SKRILLEX TILL I DIE!!!!

OXXO

Mayeshah!!!

Movies that I would like to see!!

Now these are some movies that I came across and wouldnt mind to watch!

Ghost Rider : Spirit of Vengence


Trespass
I would watch it if it is as good as Fear and Funny Games.


Underworld: Awakening
I am gonna watch cause I love Underworld and I wanna know where is Michael!!!!


Machine Gun Preacher
Looks good but I just wanna watch it because of Gerard Butler ^_^


Johnny English Reborn
A good comedy!!


Carnage
I wanna see this!!!


The Way
Now this looks like a feel good like Eat, Pray, Love.


OXXO

Mayeshah!!!

I'm Boring

I do believe that I conform alot. I am trying to learn about myself as the days go on!!

OXXO

Mayeshah!!!

Romance movies

I am a sucker for romance movies (aka chick flicks). I do enjoy the romantic comedies the most but I have a liking for the romantic drama. However, I have a serious case or situation where I would watch a movie and have the feeling that I can react the way the characters did in the movie!!! So if I watch Step Up, I swear I can dance.

If I watch Fast and the Furious I believe I can drive to escape the cops.

If I watch a romantic movie I will assume that there is a guy out there that will fuck up or we will be immense enemies and then we will fall in love and live happily (or try to) ever after.

So a coworker, my sis and I went to watch a couple movies!!! First we saw "Crazy, Stupid Love"

Which was really cute and funny and just all round fun!!

Then we saw "Friends with Benefits"

Another cute movie but more predictable.

Now I just wanna hang out with guys cause in these movies they make talking and hanging out with guys look soooo easy. Oh well it will wear off soon, maybe after I get some sleep.

OXXO

Maysehah!!!